It happens

RIP B5

2012-01-07T23:05:00.000+07:00

Seriously I'm going to miss all of you dear friends :'( have fun in obs-gyn!

You and Me.

2011-12-25T03:18:00.000+07:00

Honestly, I don't know what's the ending of You and Me. But I hope it is positive. Being optimist I am even though my heart bleeds severely.

Just some advice for guys out there. Appreciate your girlfriend. Don't let them wait. I hope we all have our own happy ending. Jodoh, ajal dan maut di tangan Tuhan. Goodnight.

For those who celebrating, happy new year, have a nice xmas with your loved ones.

56 months and counting

2011-12-18T15:13:00.000+07:00

I miss you as us being separated by land and sea.
Its been 56 months.
Its tiring being able to connect only through skype and bbm
I need real company.
I wish you were here.
A date with youuu I missed :'(

Happy December!

2011-12-01T07:39:00.000+07:00

Hello december :D

Happy world AIDS day!
Blood test for HIV-AIDS is now free!!
Let's, take precaution people.
Marilah banteras HIV bersama-sama♥

Ps: practice safe sex!

AS-hikin? ehem feminin!

2011-11-27T14:07:00.001+07:00

Entah macam mana I boleh terbukak youtube, terbrowse for feminin. Korang tahu feminin? They really famous in the 90s. Infact i masih teringat waktu dorang trending dekat Malaysia, I was a HUGE fan of them. Yang paling cool masa tu I ingat, dorang nyanyi sambil dancing, lagu Untukmu, but sebab i masih retard waktu tu so i called it Angin Bayu. Hehe paling tak boleh lupa the vid clip,each member wears jumpsuit only different colors then rambut pendek boycut, pakai earings yang besar tu.

Sebabkan I ni huge fan , on raya 95 tak salah, I mintak my mama bawak pegi salon coz I want that hair. And on raya i asked my mama to buy me the same earing and feminin-alike jumpsuit too! Oh yeah, not to forget that time I bangga nama Ashikin sebab leader group ni nama As! Ahahahahahaha. it was epic! Come walk down my memory lane with FEMININ ;)

See the hair? Hahaha

Angin Bayu.. Hehe but this one is the remake. The original one in high pitch! Haha

Untukmu original version.

One of my faourite! Sedihhhh.. Tsk.

Kini :D

Rindu diri muuuu, Yeahhh! Nanana nanana nana :P

Have a nice sunday everyone!

Broken

2011-11-18T03:51:00.000+07:00

Looks hard on the outside but very fragile in the inside. Can you please mend the broken parts? Now its leaking. Help!

Apple of my eye.

2011-11-12T19:54:00.000+07:00

Congrats on your grad dear apple♥

Dari PKPMI Pusat untuk semua Malaysian Students in Indonesia.

2011-11-07T22:27:00.000+07:00

Pkpmi Pusat wrote:

Pernyataan Rasmi PKPMI : Dengan ini kami PKPMI Pusat ingin memberitahu kepada semua pelajar Malaysia di Indonesia, dukacitanya kami mengkhabarkan bahawa seorang pelajar kita di Malang berbangsa India (nama dirahsiakan atas permintaan pimpinan PKPMI Malang ) telah mati dibunuh petang tadi. Pelajar dibunuh sewaktu beliau cuba untuk menghalang pencuri daripada mencuri motor beliau di dalam rumah.

YDP PKPMI Malang telah mengkhabarkan berita yang sangat buruk ini kepada kami dan sekarang sedang menguruskan jenazah untuk persiapan membawa pulang jenazah ke Malaysia

Mari rakan-rakan kita doakan keselamatan buat rakan kita di sana dan juga buat arwah. Kejadian ini adalah satu kejadian yang tragik yang akan meninggalkan kesan yang mendalam buat pelajar di Malang khususnya dan seluruh Indonesia umumnya

Apa yang daripada PKPMI mengharapkan bahawa rakan-rakan Malaysia di seluruh Indonesia dapatlah menjaga keselamatan diri rakan-rakan. Kes ini akan diambil sangat serius oleh kami, EMI dan juga KPT.

Terima kasih

Ps, reminder to ownself, ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. Deepest condolence to his family and friends, may he rest in peace.
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Eid☺

2011-11-06T20:19:00.000+07:00

Salam,
How was your eid?
Mine as usual, beraya di embassy. Tahun ni I rasa embassy did a great job, semuanya well organized, and the kambing golek was superb. Semoga tahun ni my last raya here, looking forward for a great one with my loved ones next year insyaAllah:):)

Selamat hari raya aidiladha to all of you, maaf zahir batin.

Rumah Sakit is Hospital.

2011-10-10T18:33:00.000+07:00

Hello.
Rasa macam dah lama gila tak blogging. Saya (tak) ada life sebab tu la jarang blogging. Alasan. Ok, so I dah pun grad degree and sekarang tengah posting untuk profesi, which consists of 4 major posting surgery, paeds, o and g anddddd internal medicine. One major rotation tu 9minggu duration dia, dan I sekarang dalam minggu ke 7 surgery posting. Nak dijadikan cite I nye posting ni memang student akan dihantar ke hosp luar jakarta, tak la luar sangat, kalau naik kereta tu ibarat ipoh taiping je, ikut highway ye (-.-")

Dekat sini me and friends tinggal di bilik co-assistant, nothing extremely aneh tapi tapi tapi ada ukiran2 kat dinding ni yang I rasa a bit weird, and yang tambah aneh lagi sebab ukiran2 tu dia taruk dekat bilik coass cewek. Aneh kan kan? I mean ukiran aneh 18sx ngapain ditayang2 (mind my indo-malay language). Hukhuk.

Okaylah, I nak pegi dinner. Bye!

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Artist..NOT!

2011-10-06T01:41:00.000+07:00

So, today dua kali charge handphone, since notification fb, and phonecalls. Hehe sangat terharu dengan all the supports dari family members and friends. Hanya satu yang benar-benar saya harapkan, doa dan restu kalian supaya ilmu ini dapat dimanfaatkan. Eceh. Hahaha okay I'm becoming more cheesy! Ahahaha. So besok exam. Syukur Allah SWT untuk segalanya, keluarga, sahabat dan ilmu.

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.
Goodluck untuk diri sendiri.
Aminnn..

Ps: sumpah rasa kelakar tengok diri sendiri dalam paper hahaha.

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Eid Mubarak

2011-09-05T21:45:00.001+07:00

Selamat hari raya I ucapkan untuk seluruh muslimin dan muslimat seluruh alam

Mohon maaf zahir dan batin, kalau terkasar bahasa, termengumpat, terkata, tertulis yang tersakitkan hati anda, anda, anda dan anda semua.

Di bulan mulia ni insyaAllah I maafkan semua kesalahan anda-anda.

InsyaAllah

Kecuali untuk saudara-saudara (blood bound) yang perangai macam %*@!#. Hahaha mari lah kita berdoa agar I diberi hidayah untuk memaafkan kome-kome.

Random thaughts..
I masih tak faham masih ada mulut/perangai macam tu disebalik karakter islamic you. Sumpah tak faham sebab anak you sibuk sebar dakwah tapi apesal you sendiri mulut macam sial eh? Okay bukan mulut je, hati pun busuk. Tapi sembahyang siap nasihat emua orang and pergi kelas agama semua tapi percaya bomoh? Seriously what is wrong with you? I tak faham, kuasa Allah yang Maha Hebat tu you tak percaya ke? Still nak percaya benda-benda syirik khurafat. Apa guna ilmu agama solat kalau pemikiran masih percaya kuasa selain Tuhan? Oh dengar cerita you boleh scan hantu? Memang hebatlah you ni. Hahahaha susah lah nak faham mind orang-orang fake macam ni. And yes, tak boleh ke anak orang lain lagi hebat dari anak you? Anak you kan paling hebat dalam dunia. Mane lah setanding dengan I. Hahaha kelakar lah. Tapi jangan risau, semua orang akan mati, mungkin hari ni hari you, esok lusa hari I kita taktahu kan atau mungkin I mati dulu? We never knows. Moga hati I cepat cool down and maafkan you, insyaAllah hari tu akan datang, dan I akan terus berdoa untuk itu benar-benar berlaku, , salah dengan Tuhan boleh mintak ampun dengan taubat yang paling susah, salah dengan manusia sebab kena mintak maaf dengan manusia tu sendiri.God will give me strength, insyaAllah. Dan untuk anda yang paling cantik dalam dunia, you memang cantik, I mana boleh lawan you. I kesian dekat you tapi I pun taktahu kenapa. Hmm. Tapi tapi tapi kalau muka cantik pun hati busuk macam mana?

Global issue.

2011-08-11T19:14:00.000+07:00

Let us say no to plastic bag :D
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Cake!

2011-08-11T02:20:00.000+07:00

I jumpa recipe ni dari internet, dan dah cuba buat last monday bila tengok my fren nane kecoh dekat twitter nak buat cake batik tetiba I rase teringin. So I browse for the simplest one, supaya orang buta dapur like me pun boleh prepare kan hehe. Oh saja nak post kat sini since I save kat dalam handphone je, takut nanti format hilang semua #loser. Hahaha. Here we go!

Bahan-bahan :

1) 1 buttercup – RM4++

2) 1 paket kecik milo – RM 4.60

3) 1 tin susu cair Carnation - RM2.60

4) 2 sudu besar serbuk koko – free dari dapur

5) 2 sudu besar gula – free dari dapur

5) 350g Biskut Marie– RM3.60

Cara membuatnya :

1) Masukkan sume bahan ke dalam periuk dengan api perlahan kecuali biskut Marie.

2) Kacau sume tadi hingga pekat.

3) Tutup api. Masukkan biskut Marie dan kacau hingga sebati.

4) Masukkan ke dalam loyang atau tupperware dan mampatkan.

5) Masukkan dalam peti sejuk

Dari owner said sejuk lagi best makan, but for me kalau tak sejuk lagi sedap, lagi lembut and creamy hahaha.

So this is my cake batik :)

Ps: why lah nama cake batik? Tak batik sangat pon? Umm. Cake biskut marie je dah comel what? Hehe :D
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Fruitful holiday fatness.

2011-08-09T06:19:00.005+07:00

So last Sunday me and mj went break fasting at AK Nasi Kandar. AK has been my favourite since it was there, almost 6++years I guess. We had nasi beriyani with mutton and chicken, 2 big prawns and apam manis for the dessert. Yes! We ate a lot, not to mention this is mj's second trip there, and he kept saying "marvellous" as I asked for critics. All of the food costs us Rm35.60, but really kenyang weh, seriously!

Other than nasi beriyani, their roti puri is very delicious, worth trying and affordable for students like me hihi. For those haven't heard of AK Nasi Kandar, a typical 'kedai mamak' was located at Maxwell (road I think), Ipoh, beside the UniKLRCMP 24 hours clinic.

Since mj is going back to lumut that night so we went to strawberry moments at de garden, ipoh in between kinta city and ipoh garden plaza for takeaway strawberry desserts. The dessert cafe was pink, strawberry cute and very cozy, the workers were very nice to us. Mj said the place was like one of those cafe in Japanese-comics, where the cartoon characters lepak. So the desserts are mostly strawberry-based but they have other berries flavoured other than typical cheese cakes, chocolates and mocha flavoured cupcakes, have it all, u will come out from the cafe ur face-body-heart will be in strawberry-shape. He he.

Desserts especially the blueberry cupcake tastes was everage, too sweet with island of icing but the strawberry strudel so sedap, me very like it! Yay! Happy! Hehe but.. I think it is quite expensive. I bought 2 cupcakes, a strawberry tart, and strudel for rm16.40 after I got 20% discount for my strudel. They had this package of meals, where u can have a strawberry strudel+strawberry tea for rm11.90, or a cupcake+strawberry ice blended for rm9.90 and many more else. And u can have 3 pieces from any cupcakes and (strawberry) tarts selection for RM10. Print the voucher below as many as u want and enjoy the discounts. Hehe

As mj said to me: "jom lepak strawberry moments lagi nanti" hehehe. It is a good place for lepak, for next visit I will definitely taste the strawberry tea and their strawberry milkshake!

Toodles!

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Farish Hakim.

2011-08-09T05:09:00.000+07:00

I wanna have supercute little me-mj in 3 years time, pray for that, amin. Well I only have like 11 years left until my reproductive age end. Ehem. Enough said.
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Off reality and virtual life.

2011-06-29T12:42:00.001+07:00

So comel yet so true.

Via tumblr.

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16th of July

2011-06-28T22:21:00.000+07:00

Will be flying off to..

Instead of doing my research final presentation I'm browsing over this (-.-")
Wish me good luck for thursday <3

LiveProfile yay!

2011-06-28T11:44:00.000+07:00

I think this new application is wayy better than WhatsApp. Seriously. The features macam iphone. Lawaaaaaaaa!
Boo WhatsApp! Ahahahahahah.
But still can't beat BBM, kot? Or maybe I yg tak explore lagi?
Umm the truth is, can't live without BBM. Heh heheh.
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Ayunie's Day.

2011-06-24T23:23:00.001+07:00

My teenage friend,

My sister,

My bestgirlfriend,

My company,

My gossip mate,

My ex schoolmate,

My shopping mate,

My love ones,

My guardian angel,

My 'psychologist',

and

Sometimes u just like my mother,

Even we were separated miles away, but do remember

Good friends are like stars

You don’t always see them, but you know they are always there

Happy birthday Ayuni!

U will always be my girl.

Even when your hair turn white, and your wrinkles can't be fixed anymore.

I will be here for, u and us.

Till death do us apart

LOVE YOU.

Foods and 2am.

2011-06-08T01:47:00.000+07:00

It is 2am, and what am I thinking? Haih laa. Macam mana nak kurus ni mangkok???
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Our version.

2011-05-30T22:13:00.001+07:00

Guess which one is his version, and guess which one is mine?

Tee hee.

Below, the caption.

Xoxo
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My prayers with you.

2011-05-23T11:51:00.002+07:00

Alhamdulillah.
Congrats love.
Will always pray for your success.
Go nail it!!

I know u might not that interested on this, but go gain experiences.

Wish you good luck! InsyaAllah.

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Mine.

2011-05-22T01:28:00.000+07:00

Because I think she's awesome,

so I dedicate this to

Muhd Zulkhairi Hamzah

xoxo,

Cken.

If my heart can speak u will probably hear: "Auw auw!"

2011-05-22T01:12:00.000+07:00

Even I macam jenis yang tak amik kisah je, tapi I ada perasaan jugak ye.

Example:
Cuba bayangkan kalau ade dua biji cupcake red valvet flavoured siap ada gambar bunga morning glory, ada atas meja kan lepastu datang lah you dengan 4orang kawan baik sangat-sangat sanggup masuk neraka sama-sama (let's say I namakan dia maimon, mariamah, marjinah and markonah) duduk dekat meja tu. Cupcake ada dua tau, dua bijik, pattern sama sebijik.

Then you amik lah cupcake tu satu, amik satu je tau since dari tadi takde siapa yang terhegeh-hegeh nak cupcake tu. Dah masuk mulut tinggal nak gigit je, lagi sikit nak kena gigi, eeek tiba-tiba mai pegang cupcake tu, rembat dari mulut u, and cakap macam ni "weh jangan makan amah suka cake ni".

Sentap tak? ;(
Kan dia orang bestfren, kan kan. Kenapa maimon tak bagi je mariamah cupcake yang satu lagi tu? Kalau dah habis cake tu kan boleh order yang lain. Sedih.. Jinah dengan Konah tengok je, you plak muka terkejut.

Actually even dalam bestfrens sekalipun wen u ada ur fav frens, janganlah obvious sangat tunjuk bias nya. Kadang-kadang mmg la benda kecik2 camni tak sempat nak amik kisah. Tapi if you obvious sangat buat macam tu among ur bestfriends, for me, I won't ragu-ragu to take my bag and leave the circle.

Love ur friends while u still can :')

Xoxo
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Love love

2011-05-21T23:46:00.002+07:00

I just happen to love this 2 crazy people!
Nena and Lowed (Nuzul)
Hahahahaha
Hugsss!!

I miss youuu guys ;(
Ps: got this pic from lowed's bbm pic hahaha thanks dude!
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Iiffa Nabilah Shamsuddin B.Med.

2011-05-21T12:39:00.002+07:00

Yay. i'm definitely proud of u ifa!
Ive known this girl since darjah berapa ek 2/3? lupa la tp since primary school lagi, ifa a transferred student dari convent kota taiping datang my school obviously a convent jugak. then dari primary sampai high school we're friends, her enemy is mine and my enemy is hers too. oh yeah alot of friends do come and go but fate bring us 5 together iiffa, me, nena, ayuni and diana.

I selalu tanya iiffa why lah nama ko ada double I, which takda effect apa pun kat pronunciation kan? then dia cakap "masa bapak aku nak daftar nama tu, bapak aku dok penat dah cakap aiffa dengan 'A', tapi orang pendaftaran tu salah dengar, dia buat iiffaa" okay im sorry for that iiffa. dengan double I pun dapat jadi md what? hehe so proud of you mok!

right now, ayu and nena have finished their degree but convo is coming soon. dianah and me still in our medical degree program. yeah 2 of us are becoming engineers and another 3 are doctors. cliche much?

Funfacts about us.
2 of us couple dengan highschool mates which nanti time wedding it will be an unofficial reunion of our batch. how cool is that? hahaha

3 of us yang study medical sama-sama blajar in the 3rd world countries. which is, infectious disease are the specialty. hee. out of 3, 2 of us share the same country which is Indonesia. hehe

2 of us yang study engineering, shares the same uni, and they catch up selalu, which made me jealous. wuu.

after all we share the same gossips.

I wish us girls all the luck in the world.

Iiffa on her ~~wedding~~ graduation day.

Ps: Soon our names will be Nur Ashikin MD, Nurul Dianah MD, Iiffa Nabilah MD. now we share the same name! yay.

Xoxo

Ignore ignorant people. End of story.

2011-05-20T00:57:00.000+07:00

Not!
Untill u be careful not to hurt yourself. You know when u care too much about other people feelings, but what u get is ignorant/hateness/coldness or wtf-ness they gave u. U know its the time to stop and walk out. U cannot force a person to show u respect, but u can refuse to be disrespected. Well maybe faking smiles isn't u.. And isn't me at all. Thankyouy!

P/s: From: @AshikinRazali
Sent: May 20, 2011 12:48a

RT @idillionaire: Be careful when fighting a monster that you don't become one too because then their fate becomes yours too!

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On Twitter: http://twitter.com/AshikinRazali/status/71270981016104960

Till then.
Toodles!
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@mat_jul

2011-05-09T20:55:00.003+07:00

Thankyou aunty for a very wonderful son.

I wish you all the happines in the world darling.

Happy birthday Dear, four years isnt enough for me to learn you.

I wish for more.

Mama, Happy Mothers Day.

I love you more than I love MJ.

Hugs and kisses from me.

Hello Dato' Sri.

2011-04-25T23:28:00.000+07:00

Selalu tengok dalam tv macam besar je DS ni. Umm. Tv kau tipu. She's a bright beautiful lady. Glad meeting you DS.

Toodles!
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The little things she needs

2011-04-23T20:50:00.000+07:00

New family added to my shoe rack :) :) happy creature I am! I love jakarta!

Ps, yes I'm a flats addict.
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4years and counting.

2011-04-22T00:44:00.002+07:00

Dah 4 tahun I duduk kat sini (indo). Next year balik. Tak sabar.

Fine, bukan nak cakap tu sebenarnya.
Just nak let go what my heart feels.
Umm.

.....

Umm

.....

Nak cakap,
Up to u. Goodluck.
Live well.

Bye.
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Me in their heels.

2011-04-14T18:18:00.001+07:00

When it comes to expressing my feelings, I'm really a bad ass. Even I dah ada bf for 4years, its hard for me to say that 3 words in front of him. Even when I'm missing him, I won't tell. Infact, ill scare him away by merajuk/marah him for not being around. I'm suck kan?

Tapi, bila I period. Bukan men lagi bagitau satu dunia I rindu mj. Haih tak malu2. Kadang2 tu mj pun pelik. Kenapa ngan minah ni lembik semacam. Hahaha tapi kalau mj salah sikit je, siap la kau. Dia yg nangis kena marah haha.

Okay toksah dok gedik sangat cken.

The hard thing is when u don't know to express you feelings, ppl around you tak tau what is actually in ur heart. I memang fail part ni. I memang tanya what happen to them (frens yg sakit) but then I won't ask things like : "dah makan ubat ke? Sakit cmne? Dah makan dh? Rase ape hari ni? Nak pg klinik ke?" Infact I akan jawab: "Oh ok2. Pegi lah rest."

Urgh. I'm annoying kan? Actually I'm trying to put my self into their shoe. Bila I sakit I mestilah tanak orang ganggu kan? Hmmph. Hakikatnya tak semua orang macam tu. For me caring is when, u sign attendance untuk ur fren but for others its u both absence together. Ni contoh je ok, I tak mcm ni ye.

Harder part is bila org2 surrounding yang tak biasa dgn I yg aneh ni, mesti lah dorang rasa tak comfort kan. Ye la kalau you kawan I, you gastric n I jawab "oh ok2, makan la ubat". Tak ke rasa nak penampor je muke comel (NOT) ni?

Hardest part is bila ppl yang surrounding you tu rasa macam you tak care langsung about them! Haa tak ke parah tu. Its like instead of I tanya sendiri condition that particular person, I rather dengar dari orang lain, sebab for me I rasa mesti runsing orang tanya banyak2 kali kan. So baik tanya je kat orang yg dah tnya kawan yg sakit tu. So yg sakit tu takla runsing org tanya banyak2 kali. Haa paham tak? Hehe.

Kronik dah aku ni. Camne ek?

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Can't help it either.

2011-04-11T01:11:00.001+07:00

Glad that my panda eyes somehow bring cheers to someone's life.

I am sorry to be smiling every time you're near.
I am sorry my eyes twinkle whenever you're here.
I am sorry that cupid has made his hit.
I am sorry i love you, I can't help it

-mj

Xoxo
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On our big FOUR

2011-04-10T01:11:00.000+07:00

Just nak you tau apa I rasa tiap hari ada you bila I bangun tidur, sebelum I tidur balik, time I round ward, time dalam kereta pegi hospital, penat balik hospital dengan kerja sekolah yang banyak, exam and stress besok ujian tapi malam ni kena oncall. Hmmph. thank you sebab ada dekat bbm dan skype dan whatsapp dan sepanjang masa I perlukan you.

3 march 2011, 448pm WIB
Tiba-tiba muncul idea nak buat ni. Umm. Semalam I tido start pukul 7, I pesan kat you nanti tolong kejut. Then you PING! I dari pukul 9WIB, you misscalled, you PING! lagi tapi I tak bangun-bangun. Sorry (T_T), I memang susah sikit nak bangun. Then pukul 1am WIB I terbangun, I BBM-ed you tapi tengok-tengok you dah tetidur. You cakap sbb I tak bangun-bangun, you tertidur. You cakap you nak teman I, terus you cuci muka kemas bilik sebab you cakap kalau semak-semak you tak boleh study. Lepas tu kita stay up berdua, I buat kerja, you study sambil skype until pukul 6pagi, padahal you ada kelas pukul 8. Thankyou sebab teman I. Hmmph. Sorry I banyak susah kan you. selalu suruh you kejut I padahal alarm handphone tak rosak pun. And you sealu tak cukup tido sebab nak teman I study, last-last kita berdua end up bergossip rang through skype (-.-"). Sorry I memang short attention span. Kesian you dapat awek macam I ni tsk. Emm enough untuk hari ni, esok petang I oncall maybe tak boleh update.

5 march 2011, 830am WIB
Hello I baru sampai rumah after an ambitious oncall semalam. Hehe thanks sebab teman I sampai tertidur. I think i tertidur at 430am and pagi tadi I bangun pukul 7am. Hehe penat banyak jugak patient admit ward malam td. ~~I miss you~~. Hmmph geli tapi betul. So hari ni I nak buat assignment about smoking cessation and prevention. Esok/tonight nak buat portfolio pulak untuk exam isnin at 2pm. Oh ye I oncall esok malam starts at 7pm. Kamu teman lagi ye? Hehe. Oh ye hows your day dear?

10 April 2011 12.59WIB

Belum terlambat kan nk wish you happy 4th anniversary my dear? Hehehe dont ask me what happen for the rest of the month hehe. Even 2 hari, tapi atleast i tried to make an every day note for you, and it lasted for two days. Hehe u know how busy am i kan kan? hehe me heart you. be my baby forever.

HAPPY FOURTH ANNIVERSARY MJ

What I like about us is us. And let us stays private forever.

Ps: Err you know how bad I am when it comes to jiwang words, ~~YES I GET GELI~~.

This happens when u are far away with your girlfriends.

2011-04-09T01:36:00.000+07:00

... Updating each other (NOT). Instead, updating other ppl's business. Hahahah.

Heart you girlfriends ♥

Ps, this might be the longest title I've ever done, I think so heheh.
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Don't read this if you wanna be my patient.

2011-03-31T02:01:00.000+07:00

Know your risk factor, control it, u may live happily ☺☺

Xoxo
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Mimpi, kamu.

2011-03-20T00:35:00.000+07:00

malam ini,
aku beradu,
dengan bayangmu,
hilangkan resahku
tuk melepaskan diriku,
yang telah jauh larut.

hari ini kau hadir,
memberi senyumanmu kepadaku,
hati rasa tidak menentu,
kisah hanya kau dan aku,
hilang hampa,
dan nestapa.

She sings my heart out tonight.

Sweet dreams.

Shikin welcomes neuro.

2011-03-13T19:16:00.000+07:00

Hello.
Tomorrow gonna start new rotation and I'm oncall! So I think ill see u on wednesday.

Ps: Let's pray for our brothers and sisters japan.

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Then I pray for u.

2011-03-10T03:16:00.001+07:00

From: @TheLoveStories
Sent: Mar 10, 2011 2:50a

Haters don't really hate you, they hate themselves. You are a reflection of what they wish to be. Pray for them. #TLS

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Dear aunts and uncles,

Why can't you just live the hell of ur own?

Mama be strong! They can't have what u had now. That's why. Ur daughters will always be around. We love you.

Let's pray for them to wake up from their day dream.

I don't have grandparents, all of them passed away. Better that way, it must be painful for them to see what's happening now.

God bless you aunts and uncles.

Ps, sibuk kat anak orang lain, anak sendiri bitching around, perangai tak supa pompuan rokok sana sini. Tak baik tau merokok, EGFR can mutate, dapat lung cancer nanti.
Ish tak baik2.

Alfatihah for all my ancestors.
Xoxo

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My flat life

2011-03-07T01:16:00.001+07:00

I wish I had more choices more colors in life.

I miss you mama☹

Get well soon.

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Forty 7 to 4

2011-03-01T17:50:00.002+07:00

Is it 2011??

Hehe still rasa macam 2007, you tak buncit sangat lagi masa tu, I gmok skit, lepas tu I kurus time 2009-10 lepas tu 2011 I gemuk balik. Hehe mesti you ingatkan? Tahun 2009-10 I makan ~~sikit~~ tak banyak sangat, so nanti you yang tolong habiskan sebab perut I kecut sikit masa tu. Sekarang you diet, siape nak tolong habiskan makanan I? Eh lupa, I kan dah gemuk, mestilah boleh habiskan makanan tu sendiri. Hmmph.

I seronok kawan dengan you, kadang-kadang you polos, kadang-kadang you gila, ye, I teringat idea you nak beli rumah hantu rm50 yang famous depan Wetworld Shah Alam tu, nak terkentut I dengar masa you cakap nak beli rumah tu sambil I bayangkan nanti kalau ada anak perempuan comel macam Christina Ricci lepastu I meninggal lepastu you dengan anak perempuan pindah masuk rumah tu lepastu anak kita yang cantik macam Christina Ricci tu nanti kawan dengan hantu trumah RM50 tu sebab kawan sekolah dia tak cool, lepas tu time anak kita buat housewarming party nanti hantu tu tukar jadi handsome macam Devon Sawa semata-mata nak menari dengan anak kita tu. Okay fine, i memang suka movie Casper tu, tapi kalau boleh I nak tua sama-sama dengan you (-.-").

I tau you pun seronok kawan dengan I yang innocent ni kan, dah la ~~comel~~ pandai (read gedik)...tak sanggup I nak taip dah. Nanti you cakap I perasan. tapi I tau hati you. Hihi, I gemok, gedik, perasan, pemalas, tak reti pakai kain batik, masak pun cough*bolehboleh je*cough. Hmmph.

Thank you for this wonderful 47months of growing up with me. I heart you. I harap you tak penat tunggu I. Another 30 days left for our big 4. But I'm feeling good, like we just happened yesterday. Terima kasih Tuhan.

Be my engineer and I'll be your doctor.

Thanks for the love MZH. Heart you.

From my gf @DianahMahyidin

2011-02-27T23:29:00.002+07:00

From: @DianahMahyidin
Sent: Feb 27, 2011 11:07p

@DianahMahyidin: @AshikinRazali yupp :( and all the time yg kite g mnd same2,mkn meggi tgh mlm same2,pki seliper toilet same,even bergayut pon ngan org yg same

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I miss you girl.
We are so close like sisters. We share almost everything, even now our bf had the same name. Nothing can tear us apart. Even our thoughts still the same although ur in India I'm in Indonesia.
The fact that we both will become a doctor, also an unplan beautiful thing but happened as God wants us to be together I believe.

I ♥ you diana, always have always will☺
Xoxo
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Off white coat and happiness

2011-02-27T17:42:00.002+07:00

Belum tentu jadi doktor boleh bagi kebahagiaan. Yang orang nampak macam cool je bila pakai baju putih ni, dengan stetoskop gantung kat leher. Tapi, dia tak tahu, sengsaranya bila kena iron tiap2 minggu, ni yang lengan pendek, kalau lengan panjang meleret2 sumpah panas gila. ER pulak tak ada aircond, haa berlemuih la.

Pakai white coat jalan dengan bangga..Not.. Gantung stetoskop kat leher. Padahal lepas setengah jam leher lenguh sebab stetoskop berat. Kalau oncall, habis bangga pakai scrub. Memang scrub paling selesa kalau suruh I pilih antara white coat dengan scrub.

Oh actually nak tayang snelli (whitecoat) baru hiks.

Xoxo

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Nothing lasts forever

2011-02-26T10:49:00.000+07:00

So do appreciate what you have now before its too late.

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Strawberry and Lychee

2011-02-24T11:29:00.000+07:00

Last week lahirlah permata ke 5 dari pasangan Mr dan Mrs A.

Terima kasih kerana melahirkan sepupu lelaki yang gebu ni. Akan menjadi apple di dalam keluarga Razali. Yay. Can't wait to go home this july!

Ps, goodluck untuk lychee of family (read Ashrin) gym competition hari ni. ♥ you. Let us pray for her, *head down, hands up* semoga menang. Amin.

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Cardio o o

2011-02-19T09:46:00.000+07:00

Im done with cardio clinic rotation, being posted at National Heart Center Harapan Kita. Fun, great experiences but very tiring. Its finally saturday, lets stuffed our stomach, and spoiled our hearts

Menggila time oncall. Hehe.

Fun weekend everyone

XOXO.

Old is gold

2011-02-06T14:57:00.000+07:00

Thankyou wonder girls for the celebration.

I feel awesome!

Happy vintage me :)

Mazee, Jakarta

2011-01-30T00:17:00.000+07:00

So I went to Mazee fashion and art some sort of bazaar or knowwn as blogger yard sale at FX mall Jakarta.
Went there and I met Jazmine from Old Blossom Box, she's really nice, and friendly.
Nice meeting u girl :)

And I got myself 2 pairs of cardigan and a cute denim dress :D
*what else could make a girl happier?*
Alhamdulillah.

Till then,
XOXO

Mental retarded.

2011-01-24T18:27:00.000+07:00

I'm enjoying my psychiatry rotation sampai lupa post apa pun kat sini. boleh?

hhihi

Amost a week over I posting at poly psychiatry, pernah one time I kena bagi some sort of penyuluhan/counseling untuk patient dalam ward psychiatry. Bayangkanlah nak attention dorang punya lah susah. Siap kena buat slide bling-bling bagai. Fuh semangat. Dah tu ada yang tidur-tidur lagi. Sabo jelah haku.

Pernah sekali I dengan kawan-kawan duduk-duduk kat tengah ward tu baca status patient, ada satu pakcik ni sebelum ni sumpah dia tak pernah buat pape, duduk diam je. Tiba-tiba bangun, muka geram je, mata tersembui nak pukul kepala I. Apa lagi cabuuuuuuuttt ahh. I lari lajuuu, pegi kat nurse tu. Nasibb ward tak besar sangat. Sempat lah jugak kadi adegan hindustan dalam ward tu. Hahahaha

Now, rotation psychiatry dah nak habis. Umm. Been thinking should I sambung specialist dalam this field ek? But I'm more intrested in paeds psych. Mental retarded child, they're so cute. Sampai pernah sekali I berangan nak anak down syndrom, nauzubillah jauhkan ya Allah. Tapi I really love to help them. Doakan ye, that my dream tercapai :)

Xoxo

Thank you for the sunshine

2011-01-14T04:04:00.000+07:00

And thankyou or the trait that have been passed on to me, sure I'll passed the trait soon.
I love it all.

Happy birthday mama.

U are the most awesome woman ive ever met.
Love you!

Umur saya 23 tahun 1 hari

2011-01-13T09:18:00.000+07:00

Posted by my local friends on our BBM group last month.

Comel kan? Kan? Hehe

Ps: somay, sejenis makanan indonesia. Go google it.

Xoxo
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12.1.11

2011-01-12T21:52:00.001+07:00

Best wishes among others.

"Happy birthday. Dah kerja nanti beli la bola anakma." -lil sister, ashrin.

"Happy birthday.... Dh 23thn anak mama dh tua rasanya" -Mama

"Happy Cute 23 to my dearest bitch @AshikinRazali May Jesus the saviour bless you as you get older and not-fun-er. Amen. :D" -Lowed, bff.

Now I feel old. Hihi

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My Blurday

2011-01-12T04:05:00.000+07:00

So semalam i penat gila taktau apa pasai, terus tertido dengan mangkuk maggi tak basuh ee jorok. Okay hari tu in Malaysia my mama dah celebrate becoming birthday party kan. So tah lah ape kena dah mindset agaknya birthday dah lepas so I takde lah ape2 feeling pon. At 1130pm Malaysia, I tido dengan machonya atas katil. Even mj siap tipu2 I konon2 tak de credit nnt nak kejut padahal I tau dah dia saje2 je buat2 macam takde credit, ~~nak tengok haku ngamok wish bday through bbm je? haa buat lah~~.

Okay so mimpi apa tah. I terbangun at 130 malaysia, mj called, wish bday, and I was like "uh, yea, yea ngntuk la nak tido" hahaha. then end call, aneh tengok handpon kedip2, banyak notifications fb sampai 33, lepastu twitter ada 2. So dah memang habit memang akan bukak twitter dulu. Sebab taktau nak response apa kat notif fb menggunung, okay fine, tido lah balik nanti bangun baru fikir hahahaha. Nicee.

And now at 4am I terjaga again, hehe mj called lagi. Yay its my birthday. haha brapa kali nak wish tah. So thanks for all the wishes. I wanna grow old with you girlfriends.

These blurday wishess made me commit suicide. Sob sob.

"ehhhhhhh kt malaysia jam ak da 12/01 ok! jam org lain ak xkire la hihihi ak doakan ko bahgia ng mj smpai akhir hayat. ak nk touching2 ni HAHAHA tp ak penuhkan wall ko mlm ni. ak nk ym tp xleh bukak. ak nk ko taw yg ak syg ko sgt2. ak rindu nk bebel ng ko ok. td lepas rindu ng ayu. kebas bibir ak bebel ng minah tu. i wish u were there too. ng diana nane wana ifa nujui amad. bile korg jauh ak cm da lupe nk have fun. rindu gile old days! rindu gile nk gosip ng ko bfo tido cm skolah dulu. rindu gile nk tggu ko melalak kt bwk blok pekik ak suh cepat g assembly. rindu gile nk stay up mlm2 tp begosip. rindu gile nk tarik rambut ko. rindu gile nk tumbuk2 ko. rindu gile nk wt sume bnde ng ko T_T ak nanges ni taw" -Nena

"its been 10 years now weii. dah 10 tahun kenal ko. bergadoh dah, bersayang sayang pon dah. haha. i enjoy every moment. kite membesar depan mate masing2. kan kan? in fact i think we raised each other. ak sayang ko and i love our friendship very much. happy birthday my dearie ashikin. may our friendship last for another 100 years. may ur life filled with all the happiness and joy.semoga lepas grad dapat keje cepat2 and open ur own clinic so i can get treatment for free. hahaha. love you babe. have a wonderful birthday :) ill buy you the cheesecake from the other day when you're back in msia okay. ill ask my mom to cook something also macam haritu. muaxxxxx. take care cken geds! haha"-Ayuni

"happy birthday my dear! love u always~ xoxoxo" -MJ

Thanks guys. For being there, almost half of my lifespan? Haha, even my mama belum wish, mesti dia sama like me jugak, hari tu dah celebrate, but this time I tak kisah maybe sebab hari tu dah celebrate berapa kali nak ulang pun taktau. So lesson to me, lain kali jangan tergedik2 nak celeb awal2, kan dah takde feeling on the actual date (-.-")

till then
xoxo

11.1.11

2011-01-11T18:55:00.002+07:00

I'm becoming 23yo in 5hours.
Last time in malaysia, mama talked about my wedding day. Hmm. I'm an 'anak solehah', should I get married soon?

..Still Considering..

Hello psychiatry. Me welcomes you, although I need holiday.

Treat me well baby.
Xoxo
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I want all the luck in the world

2011-01-04T02:23:00.001+07:00

Thank you sunshine.
You are my lucky charm.
Xoxo

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I wish I'm 26 today

2011-01-01T17:37:00.001+07:00

Happy 46th wonderful months of love my dear. Happy new year to you too, and you and you and you. Well baby, I wish we are both 26th years old today so that we can keep this date as our wedding date.

Okay I'm berangan much eh?
This week exam. Wish me luck.

Happy new year,
Xoxo,
Shikin-010111.
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Saya, keluarga dan stadium ipoh.

2010-12-29T23:26:00.000+07:00

Hye, nama saya shikin. Umur saya 22tahun, saya tinggal di jakarta tetapi dibesarkan di Ipoh, dan bercadang untuk tinggal di Ipoh setelah graduate dan berkahwin, beranak seterusnya meninggal juga di Ipoh. Betapa die hard fan nya saya terhadap ipoh!

Okay, dulu saya bersekolah rendah di Tarcisian Convent School, sebab takde lelaki maka jangan ingat semua perempuan itu gedik ye. Saya baik ehem. Jadi, nak jadi cerita pernah satu masa tu football team perak hebat gila, so mama and ayah selalu jugak bawak saya dan adik pergi tengok bola di stadium Ipoh. Jadi saya dibesarkan dengan pengaruh bola (liga malaysia ye, bukan world cup, epl dan lain2).

Dulu-dulu (waktu zaman khalid jamlus tu) selalu imagine, ada boyfriend athlete soccer malaysia. Ye betul, salah kan TCS sebab adik bongsu khalid jamlus tu satu sekolah, tapi adik khalid yang abang pada adik bongsu tu lagi handsome.

Bila dah ada imaginary boyf, lepastu mulalah berangan pegi jadi supporter time ada match, lepastu boleh masuk tv. Lepastu time imaginary boyfriend kena practice, saya datang bawak cupcakes, minum2 dengan other teammates, and others wud be jealous sbb I'm too sweet hahah.

Lepastu, time imaginary boyfriend main sambil senyum2 tgk saya, lepastu habis practice pergi minum2. Lepas tu dapat jd supporters dekat international match. Lepastu muka masuk big screen dekat stadium tu.

Awesome gila kan?

Bila dah besar baru sedar dah berangan jauh sangat, so takpe. Fine, tak dapat boyfriend malaysian soccer player whatever. Tp dapat adik gymnast. Jadi nak mula paksa dia masuk malaysian team, so my imaginary boyfriend will come true. Hahahah

Mj, ini baru imagine je okay?
Ni semua sebab AFF Suzuki Cup, kan ah keluar cerita imaginary boyfriend. Bukan salah saya T-T

Congrats Malaysia for winning. Booo #malaysiacheat laser yang trending kat twitter last weekend. Uh! But still I love my indo friends. Xoxo
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Esok case presentation, jadi mari berjimba.

2010-12-28T20:31:00.002+07:00

Budak ni poyo pulak kan.

In this case the Budak is Matjul,
~~B is me~~.

Haaa rasakan. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahah

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Chicken and hen

2010-12-27T22:43:00.000+07:00

What makes a chicken without the warmth of their mothers?
An omelet.

Bye.
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Dunia and its people

2010-12-24T01:55:00.001+07:00

Tak boleh tidur. Ada banyak benda yang jadi, perlukan otak untuk berfikir. Tapi kadang-kadang keliru dengan surrounding. Walaupun lahir dari satu perut yang sama belum tentu dapat gene yang sama. Pening, runsing. Hmm. Ragam manusia sekeliling dengan intention yang macam-macam.

1. Dengki
I tak faham kenapa you dengki dengan achievement orang lain. So what if I get scholarship with my own effort? I don't need super thick skin mama like urs, menjaja result anak ke setiap jabatan pelajaran semata-mata tak percaya pmr tak dapat straight A. Yeah, mama like urs, yang salahkan sekolah sebab anak dia tak dapat straight A. Hey cmon lah pompuan, anak you tu yang gedik tengok jantan, tak minat nak belajar. Kami satu sekolah okay, tapi kenapa sijil spm I okay je tersusun A. Uh.

2. Duit/harta
Tak faham dengan orang yang tak jujur dengan kerja sendiri, dah kerja dengan kerajaan dah ada gaji sendiri. Belajar lah bersyukur. Ni tak, duit anak cacat, you nak baham laki bini. Sebab tu lah semua kerja tak jadi. Duit anak-anak yang mental retarded, tak reti pun nak mintak-mintak, sampai hati you makan beribu-ribu. Astaghfirullah.

3. Pangkat/gelar
Takde apa pun dengan pangkat dan gelar. Kekuasaan, itu ke yang you cari? Kalau title 'dato' tu dapat dengan cara kotor, tak berkat hidup. Gelaran tu tak bawak ke mana pun. Dunia je, akhirat belum tentu selamat. Apetah lagi lepas u pakai duit dari tabung kebajikan anak cacat, lepastu jatuh kan orang lain dengan fitnah yang bukan-bukan. Ingatlah, semua orang akan sakit dan mati, belum lambat untuk bertaubat. Tuhan tu maha mengetahui, tak berkat hidup weh.

4. Ilmu
InsyaAllah. Ini je yang boleh selamatkan kita semua dunia akhirat. Semoga kita yg termasuk dalam golongan yang diredhai. Amin.

Hmm. Banyak yang jadi lately, kesian mama susah hati.

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Katil, makan, tv, dvd.

2010-12-21T09:34:00.000+07:00

In a week, my berat would be 60kilos! Huahaha asyik makan je kat rumah. Nasib baik cuti just a week. It is my fourth day in Malaysia, I'm loving the air, the weather (even hari-hari hujan), the noise (rumah aku sebelah hiway okay), the food and the people!!

Last saturday, I sampai pukul 930 pagi at lcct, as expected mj lambat. Tp dia bawak home-made nasi goreng for me. Penuh2 dalam polisterine, sampai bloated. Then we both balik ipoh, sampai rumah dah 4pm. At 5 acin got her pool party. Later at night got arwah opah's tahlil to attend, it ends at 11++pm. Lepas tu baru dapat hangout dgn my friends.

So lots of catching up finally done. Lepak till 4am. Hehe balik2 pengsan. Time tengah tahlil pun I dok tersengguk-sengguk, hilang ayu I okay. Tp dah 2hari kat rumah dah qada all the sleep and the rest I need. Feeling fresh to start the day. Mama masak nasi lemak, and she's gone to work. I tengah defrost kopok lekor.

Isn't it nice to be home? :) :) :)

I'm in heaven!
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Ipoh!

2010-12-16T19:53:00.002+07:00

See u in 24 hours.

Yay!

Emosi gua!

2010-12-05T03:51:00.000+07:00

Hello little miss emotion (pointing at me own face). It is 330am WIB (430am Malaysia), I just got back from karaoke with house mates-soon to be colleague.

How's your weekend? Mine, hectic. Have OSCE exams in monday, but I have no idea what to read☹. Later in the morning got a meeting to attend, to discuss on next week's event.

Okay sebenarnya nak cakap yang I dah gmok. Kan? Tsk T-T

Sleepy already. Goodnight♥

Ps, next week's event is Malaysian Festival at Malaysian Embassy, Jakarta. Datang eh orang kampung!
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Kan kan?

2010-11-29T20:56:00.000+07:00

Yang belajar kat indo. Korang rasa tak ape yg aku rasa? Korang tak rasa ke? Rasakanlah muehehehehe

Xoxo
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Kebetulan kot?

2010-11-23T16:35:00.000+07:00

I baru beli buku ENT semalam, tapi sumpah cover dia buruk gila, nampak macam buku lama dari kedai rajan. Eh silap bukan kedai rajan tapi kedai adik rajan dekat belakang billion silibin tu, dekat depan kfc, seblah dia ada kedai kasut kiri kanan. Tau tak? Nanti datang la ipoh I bawak u pegi kedai adik rajan. Kat situ banyak magazine, sebelah dia tu baru kedai rajan. Kalau kedai rajan jual sayur-sayur, rempah2, tepung2, mama selalu shopping sana. Ha tengok kan distraction. Haish.

Okay so I beli buku nama dia Boiesn buku ENT (ear, nosen throat). Sebab kan buruk sangat so, I decided to balut. I beli lah wrapping paper. Sebab ada gambar ayam comel kan. I pon beli.
Tapi kalau tengok betul2, put the alphabets together, ur gonna get it. He he, I am. I know.

Okaylah, bye.
Xoxo
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Kerja poli

2010-11-23T10:35:00.001+07:00

Helo semua, dah tengok harry potter? I belum.

Eh distraction, I was about to ask, bagaimana hari anda? Hehe. Besok saya MiniCEx, some sort of skill and clinic exam. Haa. Mesti lah tak study lagi. Gila jeles dengan mj yg tengah cuti sem. Isk2. Kalau boleh I taknak anak2 I belajar medicine, tapi kalau nak jugak I tak paksa. Ye la kesian kat dia orang nanti every week exam. Ish no good. Heh. Apa tiba2 cite anak2 nih. Banyak sungguh distractions.

Okay fine, sebenarnya I tengah kerja kat polyclinic ENT sub reconstruction, plastic surgery. Unfortunately takde patient. And I've been standing for almost half an hour. Penat! Another half an hour to go. Masuk2 je poly dah doctor tu tau I orang malaysia, spoil2. Ish. I kalau boleh tanak dorg tau I malaysian. So they will treat me equally macam budak local. Kalau tak either you kena perli or you kena layan macam princess, fine I berangan je.

Okaylah, nak tengok-tengok apa yang patut, mana tau tiba-tiba ada doctor comel. Hehe.

Bye.
Xoxo
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Dr S, terima kasih.

2010-11-19T22:36:00.001+07:00

Semalam I exam patient, pagi2 datang kelas, secretary suruh cabut undi tengok dapat specialist baik ke ~~jahat~~ garang. I cabut, baca bismillahirrahmanirrahim sambil tarik nafas dalam-dalam. Bukak-bukak gulungan kertas tengok nama Dr. S. specialist mata. Okay fine. I senyum. Mungkin Tuhan nak uji, dan Dr. S setimpal dengan kekuatan mental I. Redha.

So, jalan pelan-pelan pegi polyclinic, dept mata. Jalan ambil senyum, walaupun tangan vibrate tak henti sebab takut. Dalam hati tuhan yang tahu, rasa macam nak tercabut arteri dorsalis pedis. Fine, jalan lagi pelan2, sambil baca doa qunut eh bukan, sambil baca doa bagi semuanya dimudahkan, sambil mulut senyum. Ingat, senjata terakhir adalah senyum. Sampai clinic, jam 9. Jam 940 Dr S panggil,

Dr S: Siapa yang ujian sama saya?

I: Saya doc.

Dr S: Kamu ujiannya jam 11.

I: Tp patient nya belum ada doc. Doctornya belum pada datang.

Dr S: Itu bukan urusan saya.

I: Err...(terdiam)

Danngg!!

Terkebil-kebil I tengok by sitter, Dr. V, mintak simpati. Tak jalan.

Pukul 10 baru I dapat patient, dan periksa visus tu bukan la senang. I rasa macam nak menangis dah.

I tak tau apa I tulis atas kertas report tu. Hati tak tenang.

Yang I tahu, dari gossip, Dr S memang garang. Takut sangat. Pertama kali dalam hidup I rasa nak menangis taknak jawab exam.

Takpe, sabar shikin Tuhan takkan uji hambaNya melebihi dari kemampuan sendiri.

I bangun pagi tadi baca blackberry messenger ada yang pm

MMR: Shikin, tadi aku ketemu Dr V, by sit kamu. Katanya kamu lulus.

I: Oh ya?? Alhamdulillah. Makasih MMR

MMR: sama2 :)

Alhamdulillah.
Syukur.
Terima kasih Tuhan :)

Muka happy sebelum cabut undi.
Ps: By sit/by sitter: baby sitter, doctor yang tengah belajar specialist, pendamping I masa exam patient.

Till then,
xoxo

Buat mak abah di kampung.

2010-11-14T15:50:00.001+07:00

Sejak kapan aku panggil orag tua aku mak abah? isk2. Mama ayah ampunkan anakmu, esok exam, didoain ye?

Hey hye helo helo.
Besok exam, tp I belum study lagi.
So my exam will be tomorrow exam patient on thurs. Wish me luck everyone!

Seronok jadi future doctors ni, sampai tua belajar and exam tak habis-habis.
My ambition dulu sumpah nak jadi housewife je. Tak tahu lah macam mana boleh stranded kat sini. Hmmph.
Banyak betul distractions aku ni. Haih.
Okay la nak study. Bye!

Eh lupe.
Goodluck to u guys too!
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Affair

2010-11-14T03:16:00.001+07:00

What if when u already have someone and then somebody came upon and promised that she/he will love you?

What if u already in a relationship and your girl/boy got somebody else waiting for them?

What if u accidentally in love with someone, even u know it is forbidden?

What would you do??

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Ignorance

2010-11-11T06:41:00.001+07:00

Right now I dalam angkut on the way to school sambil bbm dgn my mj. So last night I slept terus sampai pagi. Esok exam weh! Malam ni kena study. Sumpah!

I miss him.

Have a nice day everyone☺
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Thanks anisizaty!

2010-11-10T22:34:00.001+07:00

Thankyou for teaching me how to do this! Yay! Blogging will be much easier now ☺

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She's so kurus

2010-11-07T11:59:00.000+07:00

no, this is not genetic.

sebab i gemuk dari kecikk, dangggg!!

anyways congrats acin. we love you much.

tengok kaki dia macam penyapu lidi, klo tengok kaki i dah mcm drumstick penuh isi, bukan drumstick ayam tp drumstick dinosour. heh. acin yang kiri la. at the back her coach, miss veera dari russia garang macam hitler wa cakap lu.

Yours truely,

Cken.

xoxo

48 pun okay

2010-10-02T17:29:00.000+07:00

i miscalculate it, should be 41 not 48. hukhuk

For u MJ.

but i love Jo Kwon more hikhik
jkjkjk..

saja poyo.
ok bye!

xoxo

Hello, I'm co-ass shikin will be incharge today.

2010-09-20T19:54:00.002+07:00

Hye hye hye

So, hari ni officialy start lah my clinical years, first department, anesthesiology. Awesome, awesome! sebab boleh shock orang yg unresponsive dengan defibrilation machine tu. I terasa macho walaupun hari-hari pergi sekolah tak pakai gincu.

Jakun me wearing my new anesthesiology dept co-assistant's uniform. kena pakai whenever jaga operation room, and icu. well, uniform adalah ihsan dept anestesi RSCM, ~~after 3weeks kena pulangkan balik~~ (-.-")

you probably will see me in this pose with defibrillator in my hands ironing my patient's chest.

macho? i know :p

Okay lah i nak tengok jo kwon kejap. well, happy 1st anni adam couple! u know we love you.

xoxo

Kkap Kwon

2010-09-18T16:22:00.000+07:00

I just wanna say he's adorable.조 권 사랑해!

Title: Can't Let You Go Even I Die
By: 2am
kwon at 1:02 wohoo comel!

Jo kwon i love you i love you i love you :P
now u must see this, the making of the mv wgm version! starts from 0:43 real funny! hehe

thats all, bye Jo kwon, i gotta go study :(

Xoxo

Mama, I wanna get married too

2010-09-17T23:52:00.001+07:00

hey, hye. its been a while eh?

apa khabar orang kampung? eceh suddenly la pulak kan. lama gila lah tak merepek kat sini. mana i pergi 2bulan senyap je? hee one month spend it wisely at home since i tak balik raya kan. sob sob. tapi i beraya sakan jugak weh. first raya i beraya at embassy, second day, to malls, tengok movie, makan sampai muntah, third day raya to rumah officer jpa and my seniors. 4th day raya I'M IN LOVE. hehehe

L-R: me, anah, ati, zaza, raya pertama, di tengah jalan , depan embassy, semua punbudget hebat berdiri tengah jalan dan ambil gambar.

Missing in photo: Kim2 ;(

no, no bukan in love dengan matjul sebab yg tu dah slalu sangat :P hee. butt his time dengan 2am jo kwon. hardly believe my self, im into korean guys especially those entertainers yang pakai makeup, iron rambut, pakai face mask. eugh, shikin is getting menggelikan!!! geli tak? geli kan? kan? but seriousy korang kena tengok we got married 2, jo kwon and gain. im in love, in love, in love. aaa tension dengn diri sendiri. korang pernah rasa tak? tak pernah? okay fine, apa kata ganti gain with me, mesti korang rasa apa yg i rasa skarang haha apa aku merepak nih. whush.

basically, they got married virtually, on tv show, reality show gtu. so, they are given missions to complete, and rumah, and macm2 lagi lah, untuk make it real as newlywed couple. to be honest, im the type yang hardly gelak when im watching movies or anything vitrtually, tapi this guy jo kwon is really something. memang tak hensem, tapi cute especially bila dia ikat rambut urgh. am i saying this too loud? omg sikinnn, kau ni kenapa haaa? but jo kwon, he's damnn funnyyyyy!! heee

L-R: jo kwon and gain in bali.

okay enough on that. last month ive completed foundation for clinical practice module so this monday i start first rotation, mula2 posting kat dept anesthesiology. kalau free datang lah melawat. jangan lupa bawak lemang, rendang, ketupat, kuah kacang hehe. so today baru ja dapat nametag untuk pakai kat hosp nanti, agak annoying sebab i senget dalam pic dekat nametag tu. senget gilaa, aaaa. tu lah kat sini memang tau, kalau kat malaysia kan bila amik pic passport they will put the camera on tripod stand so takde la tremor kan, tapi kat sini, they just capt it with barehands as tripod. jimat cost, pandai! kan gambar aku dah senget. haih.

grrr senget kan? kan? kan?

So,

RSCM: rumah sakit cipto mangunkusumo

PPDU: prgram pendidikan dokter umum

FKUI: fakultas kedokteran universitas indonesia

Nur Ashikin: ME! ME! ME!

hospital is my new school now. yay!

orang kampung sekalian doakan kejayaan daku ye, 2tahun lagi, then selesai. hopefully, amin!

Ps: banyak benda jadi tpi i malas nak type. nak tengok jo kwon again and tido. bye

Pps: Jo Kwon i like you ;)

goodnight everyone,

xoxo.

Bye bye VelmOSCE

2010-07-08T16:15:00.002+07:00

Have I told you I've done my OSCE?

Yeah I did it!

It was yesterday. Remmember? Okay, fine OSCE stands for objective structural clinical exam ~~which I baru tahu semalam 30mins before masuk exam room~~. No, bukan sejenis cupcakes maupun bolu makcik depan cafe tapi OSCE adalah exam yang akan test ur clinical skill pasang catheter, physical examination, baca ECG, and abit clinical-theory. Oh yea, exam adalah secara oral, u perform the skill in front of the examiner (the ~~vampire~~ doctor), then the ~~vampire~~ doctor will give u marks. Seronok jadi med student ni.

Okay fine, tak nak cerita pasal the vampire slayer, boring. So semalam habis exam, I went to Rudy Hadisuwarno salon nearby, did the hairmasking and cut my hair. After a year smoothied my hair, nowI realized, I tak la suka sangat rambut straight macam tali rapia, I mean if its natural then its okay, tapi I would NEVER EVER straighten my hair again, unless later in life I ada banyak masa nak pergi buat treatment. Sebab lama2 nanti bila grow longer dia jd mcm fragile gila ah. Ikat je jd bengkok. Buruk gila. hah menci aku.

Hah geli tak? hahaha

Enough said.

So, I called mama yesterday.

Me: mama, Ive layered my hair.

Mama: Haa? Kenapa layered? dulu dah elok straight, pendek sesuai muka. Ni layered nanti nak ikat depan keluar, rambut kembang, rambut rosak, bukannye elok bla bla blaaaa.....~~can't remember the bla bla bla part.~~

Me: maa, ive done it lahh (-.-")

Kesimpulannya, let mama figure out herself on ur hairstyle/color/texture. Bye.

Ps, minggu depan, at this time, ill be very very busy packing. hoho Malaysia finally Im going to get you :)

Am I exaggerating things or it is just a small matter?

2010-06-28T00:24:00.002+07:00

Maybe I'm working ~~berjalan~~ too hard
Now rasa nak pengsan for the whole week, and wake up on July 16th then go home.
Please be good to me dear body.
I got one assignment to be finished up tonight, and now its 0018WIB
And I'm a little upset of something something tonight.
Like reaaaalllyyy UPSET :(
Mama, I wanna be home, with you beside me
You, please makes me feel better.

Ps, Diana I miss you and our talks on the phone :(
Nena and ayu toooo :(

Little updates, before I'm gone.

2010-06-26T00:45:00.001+07:00

So hye hello,
I am supposed doing my report now, takpe demi u all I sanggup ~~alasan malas nak buat report~~. okay fine, where should I start? (sebabkan banyak sangat nak membebel, I'll put all in bullet list. Senang sikit kan. Karang aku merapu panjang2 report atas katil lah jawabnya).

Last month, mak anah datang. So we went to Bandung, Kawah Putih. Some sort of balance dari kawah gunung berapi or something I dont know. Sampai2 je I was like, Subhanallah cantik sungguh, tapi one thing the kawah contains high concentration of sulfur so bila u guys inhale deeply macam boleh sesak nafas. (I lah paling parah sekali, maybe im allergic to sulfur, kot?)
And have i told you kimah gone to Melbourne U already? Oh yes, she did :( at this time, mesti kau tengah tidur kimah. We missed you!
Sebagai ganti kimah, ada one kakak suddenly came out of nowhere, eh tipu je. she came from Monash U buat attachment at UI for 6weeks. So world, meet kak azi, our new housemate for 6 weeks, shes nice. Welcome kakak!
Went to Kami Anak Malaysia Gala Dinner by Kelab Umno Jakarta, got 300K, thanks Dato hehe.
So, since kak azi tak pernah datang Jakarta, our firt stop is Taman Mini Indonesia Indah. Kitorg sewa bicycle and tour all around Taman Mini Indonesia Indah, an introduction to Indonesian culture and heritage la konon kan. hehe
Nothing much happened, tapi i berjalan quite gila jugak lah. Last week I went to Ancol to be exact Seaworld and Gelanggang Samudera (the dolphins especially cute gila). U guys if datang Jakarta let me know, I bawak pergi sana okay!! Funnn!!
Now I am a bit busy, i got OSCE (skill exam) this coming 6th and 7th of July). Then on the 15th got exam for community medicine module. (glad that i passed all the modules before, Alhamdulillah my mission complete this year). So these are the plans I wanna do after my OSCE! (since only one weekend left before m going home on the 16th, I'll go finish the unfinished thing)

Saturday- Salon day, gonna get new haircut, but duno which will do for me. (Suggestion anyone?), then shopping!
Sunday- Go shopping!
Monday-Wednesday-study for exam on the 15th
Thursday- PACKING
Friday- ~~Homecoming queen~~, HOME!

Moments yang I sempat capture, (semua gambar adalah menurut peristiwa dan waktu, hah bahasa melayu I hancur sejak duduk Indo nih, ampun ye tuan tuan pompuan)

Ps, incase kamu taktahu, Uni of Indonesia ada buat double degree program, so everyone ada chance pergi Melbourne U/Newcastle U/Monash U pegi buat research program untuk dapat kan science honored (so our study akan tambah another year for this double degree), Kim in diff program, which the double degree is compulsory, not optional like us (me and other housemates).

PPs, Im going to take out my braces soon, sedih :(

PPPs, wish me luck in OSCE ppl, moga tak dapat station yang susah2 (esp pharmacy and ECG reading) aminn.

♥

I love may. I love you.

2010-05-13T00:04:00.000+07:00

Kenapa? Kenapa?

On 1st May hari tu birthday anak orang asli ~~yang paling comel dalam dunia~~. U are now a grown up man baby. Bila nak matured ni? hehe.

So, i did a small surprised birthday party last saturday via webcam nak celebrate si mat jul. That evening i asked ati teman me pegi atrium senen, beli small slices of cake. The night before, i buat kerja group discussion. I plan nak surprised on 12am Malaysian time, tapi i tertido, I dah suruh MJ gerak at 1030 tapi dia tak gerak. At 1130 i awake, i call him marah, why ddnt he gerak me. Then he said, nak gerak me on 12am Malaysian time so that Ill be the one with him at his moment. Okay fine, i tido la balik hehe, ~~am not a good gf, i know~~. Then dia kejut i bangun mandi, i set up the lappy and webcam. Anah derma balloon, then asked semua housemate (kim, ati, anah, zaza was too tired to bangun sorry ek zaa, tak sampai hati nak wake u up) semua duk keliling wc tu.

At 12am WIB (indonesian time), i called MJ thru skype, and then PUFF! we sang him the birthday song. At first, dia nampak shocked, tapi muka shocked sama macam muka tengok bola Bowling i masuk longkang, can u imagine how excited he was? okay mj mmg tak banyak expression, tu yg i sayang tu hahaha.Dah laa, malas nak cerita panjang-panjang. Kalau nak tau what happened on MJ's side boleh baca sini.

Muka bufday boy, rasa nak tumbuk je. heh

Muka paling comel. Ni je yang i mampu hadiahkan you MJ.

Trying to fed him the birthday cake. Online weh online.

Tetamu yang datang memeriahkan majlis. Time kasih yaa

Oh, 9May lepas, Mother's day. You guys wish your mama tak? I wished mine, and yes i wished MJ's mak too. Kalau i dekat Malaysia, i would have bought cake/have dinner or lunch together/present for my mama. I will, when i get back near you mama. I heart youuuu forever :)

Ps, Besok cuti. Kenapa kenapa? Tak tahu tak tahu. hehehe

Till then

♥ ,

The broken heart playlist.

2010-05-05T01:32:00.002+07:00

I guess my heart hurts every night, lets say if i had Tuberculosis, by now, i would have suffered from anemia. I mean, chronic disease will lead to anemia. Got my point? Take care of your health children :)

Tonight: Not myself tonight - Christina Aguilera
Unspoken thoughts in my head: Issues - The Saturday
I don't want me/you living like: Ghost of you - Good Charlotte
Or even us being : Yesterday - Leona Lewis.
I'm working on: Stickwitu - The Pussycat dolls
Because now: Your love is my drug - Ke$ha
So please don't: Ignorance - Paramore
I know I'm: Creep - Radiohead
I know I'm: Vulnerable - Vanessa Hudgens
But: True - Ryan Cabrera
I wish i could: I'll Go Wherever You Will Go - The calling
Because: I Miss you - Blink 182
I won't: Unfaithful - Rihanna
You please: Take My Heart - Soko
All i want for us: Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne

I: Try Sleeping With Broken Heart - Alicia Keys, but i failed, I want you.

Well, I'm tired of Sweet Dreams - Beyonce Knowles

Till then,

♥

Woosah Woosah

2010-04-25T12:38:00.002+07:00

Lately bapak malas gila i nak update belog. Ampunkan haku isk. Takpa-takpa, ni nak update la ni. Aha actually hari ni my last day of hols, 4 hari je hols from thurs-sunday esok start new modul Hematho-Onchology, learn everything about blood and tumors/cancers/neoplasm. In june nanti ada osce exam, big osce exam, sumpah takut tp tu la takde kesedaran lagi nak belaja betul-betul. hampeh sungguh. Azam baru, start modul ni nak blajar untuk osce exam betul, haish cuak gila kot. I got 2 moduls left before Malaysia, then after Malaysia ada modul pbl apa tah, lepas tu dah start clinical years, and still Im afraid of wounds, severe injuries and to be worst takutkan corpse! Macam mana nak masuk forensic rotation nanti? Parah parah.

Cuti ni rajin gila i download cite melayu huish, ni semua adamaya punya pasal. Then i tengok Nur Kasih. Boleh laaaaa. Asyik sedih je tension kot. Tp Remy Ishak macam comel je. Well atleast ada la insap skit tengok drama macam tu kan, dari asek tengok cite omputih baju tak cukup kain. Haish. Malam ni i bagi tazkirah. Nak dengar tak hehe? Sumpah takda kaitan hmmph.

Talking about Malaysian films kan, I think ada 2 lagi great films coming soon, yang i think laa kan ,worth pegi cinema, and bayar rm8 dan tengok cite melayu, Malaysia dah tak malaise lagi sebab boleh buat filem gempak gempak hehe. Oh film tu nama Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa dengan Magika, go youtube the trailer, even Diana Danielle nampak cute dalam trailer magika tu (Im not a fan of her boo!). And Liyana Jasmay too, am not a fan of her. But Lisa Surihani, yes! I am. hehehe she has the beauty with a brain.

Oh yeah, and last monday birthday anah.

Happy 21st birthday to u! wish u all the best, in every aspect, dunia akhirat. Be a good daughter/doctor/dwife/dgirlfriend ~~(okay i tend to put D infront of every word. comel kan?).~~ hehe

Anah, she is single in her 21 years of age. Hehe

Ada banyak lagi menda i nak update, I will, I promise. But right now nak cari bahan untuk tazkirah dulu. hehe.

Ps, Instead of bath tab, ashrin says mangkuk mandi. I think she's the cutest makcik ever! hehe. Congrats on winning the rope gymnastic thingy which i didnt have the chance to be there and cheering for u :(

Pps, Oni got herself a place in my previous high school, but she only manage to be there for one day. Okay thats not genetic. hehe nevermind, there's always a different path for everyone.

Ppps, malam ni i bg tazkirah. jemput la datang rumah ramai2. hehehehehehe :P

Pppps, anah caption gambaq tu jangan marah naaa, nanti cepat tua ahaks :P

Till then,

♥ ♫♪♪♫

Pagi yang emosi

2010-04-11T12:32:00.001+07:00

Bangun pagi I dikejutkan dengan telefon dari ashrin. Dia mintak tolong buatkan facebook acc. Okay, i bangun, masak air, buat milo cereal dan tunggu turn mandi. Ati keluar, I pegi mandi. Then dress up, on lappy. I nak sign up an email acc untuk ashrin but it didnt work. Menyusahkan asyik mintak parental control security privacy, family account apa entah. Lepas tu discover yahoo kids wujud, yang sangat colourful however, tak begitu satisfying sebab still tak boleh buat email acc. I fedup. So, mintak tolong encik boyfie buatkan all dari email sampai facebook untuk ashrin. Done with that, gatal tangan pergi bukak youtube, cari trailer film lagenda budak setan sebab hari tu nampak twitter Nur Fazura ada orang post that link. Then tunggu youtube jalan. Tengok trailer. Sangat satisfied dengan sinematografi yang cantik gila. Andd, sangat sedih. Baru tengok trailer je i dah sedih macam ni. Tengok movie nanti tak tahulahh. Okay im stilll sedih lagi. Bye.

Kenapa nak tengok sangat cerita ni?

sebab ada fazura and lisa surihani, both my favourite.
gambar dia cantik sangat sangat sangat
sebab its from a legendary novel from a legendary author, the same author wrote the script for this flm
farid kamil nampak ganas
One of the pelakon nama shikin hehe
Tengok trailer dah rasa nak menangis. belum tengok movie lagi, haih.
Lagu dia best. Sedih.

Ps, emosi sungguh.
♥

Dua makhluk favourite

2010-04-02T11:27:00.001+07:00

50 tahun lagi, maybe kamu dah buncit, kite dah kembang, rambut kamu dah takde, rambut kite dah putih, gigi kite dah takde, gigi kamu yang palsu, mate kite dah rabun teruk, bile bace kne mintak tolong kamu. Tapi kite tetap nak kamu yang tolong kejutkan kite study malam malam, tolong belikan kite topup, tolong hantar kite balik rumah, dengar kite membebel, layan kite gossip.

Hehe time kasih! Kite sayang kamu ;)

No no,

the caption sepatutnya macam ni

See u and me in the future, u boroi, me pendek, gemok, beruban. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Dlu u nampak hensem, sekarang kenapa macam ni?

Whatever the caption says, i sayang you lahh.

Maybe i cakap "u bajet comei je" instead of "u are sweet"

or maybe i cakap "rasa nak tumbuk" instead of "I love you"

and maybe i sapa u "Hey" instead of "Sayang" bila i nampak u online

Its been three years, and I am still learning.

Be with me.

And yess i love youu.

Happy anniversary LOVE.

And a happy 22nd birthday too my dear besterestest Girlfriend Nurul Dianah Ahmad Mahyidin. I feel like flying to India and be with on your special day dear! Lots of love, hugs hugs.

You both be mine forever and ever and ever and ever and ever to infinity :)

i ♥ mj and dianah

Nak mengada sikit

2010-03-24T20:18:00.000+07:00

Ive been busy this week.
Hell busy yeah. studying your body immune system. Yes, mine too.
Definitely will doze off only after 5mins hearing lecture. Sumpah tak tipu!
Okay lah actually i nak mengada sikit buat announcement, i baru join this awesome formspring.me.
Tak tau awesome ke tak, bunyi macam awesome ja.
Just wanna give it a try, later if its boring then it will be deactivated.!
Basically this website allows anyone/anybody to ask me questions. Sounds awesome kan?
So here my formspring.me acct, feel free to ask me anything there :)

http://www.formspring.me/ashikinrazali

Ps, ada widget formspring kat sidebar. Excited nya aku. haish esok test la cken. Oh last last, dekat formspring profile memang takda lagi yang ask me questions. Why not you be the first one :)

Now lets get back to business.
Immunology and infection here i come.
I will miss you babyblog.
XOXO

Of Iphone and Blackberry

2010-03-14T20:23:00.000+07:00

Right now I'll go for Blackberry auw. haha

Nothing much, just a quick update about my activities last week.

Okay, hari rabu ada jemputan dinner dengan Prof Rujhan Timbalan Pengarah Jabatan Pengajian Tnggi, he's so kecik. On friday i got exam, done with that and i baru je tengok result last sem, turun sikit lah 0.02. must work harder this sem. And tadi pergi Monumen Nasional (mo-nas). Oh yeah Indonesian's sangat malas, they tend to short-short kan yang panjang-panjang, macam menteri kesehatan Men-Kes, Jakarta-Bogor-Tangerang-Bekasi jadi JaBoDeTaBek. cool kan kan? (the De stands for apa, i forgot). I penat lah membebel, mulut cramp due to sunburn pergi monas tadi.So let the pictures do the talking :)

Till then
♥

Nine one one.

2010-03-07T11:21:00.000+07:00

Either you stay and get hurt

Leave, and you'll regret

Sometimes, i hate choices.

♥

The Razali goes ooh lala

2010-03-02T22:34:00.001+07:00

Puas i fikir mana 2 budak ni dapat skin n bone ja. I mean where does all the lemak goes? we ate the same thing (masa childhood), born from the same awesome lady, goes to the same school. Oh why me yang paling ~~gemuk~~? And their name ada 3 perkataan, but mine just two. Oh oh I memang special, macam cerita ugly duckling, mana tau nanti boleh transform jadi megan fox, eh salah, i mean nanti boleh jadi Princess Odette, macam dalam cerita the swan lake. Okay cukup cukup.

This is Ashrin (Nur Ashrin Sofia A. Razali).

and this is Oni (Nur Fakihin Auni A. Razali).

Siap nama penuh tuu.

Me? Ah ah, malu lah nak show off. wtf. ahahaha

Ps, I memang dah lama tahu the fact yang kami adik beradik muka tak sama. Time kecik sumpah serious tiga-tiga sama woh. But one thing we all inherit dari our parents, its the size of our teeth, its BIG!! tapi jaw kecik, boleh bayangkan tak? Yes, thanks mr and mrs Ahmad Razali, atleast ada yang boleh prove we all adik beradik kalau my colleagues tanya nanti. Pfft.

PPs, Ohh, here some random pics of ashrin and friends during the gym competiton.

So, emi jangan lupa bawak banner besar-besar sokong adik aku eh? hahaha

♥

Feel free comment my pic k?

2010-02-27T23:33:00.001+07:00

Hye exam hari isnin. Jom study!

Okay geli. How to start eh. Erm. Okay lah okay okay. Once kita semua start dari tadika-sekola rendah-sekolah menengah then matriks/foundation/diploma or whatsoever then university then daa. kahwin and beranak and tengok our child go through the same cycle. Pop! suddenly dah ada orang bacakan yassin untuk kita. Takut tak takutt tak? takuut kann. haha

Actually i baru lepas hack someone's someone mspace and tiba-tiba jumpa ramai cousin yang tengah membesar semua dah ada myspace. I realized that this social networking pun ada cycle jugak. A quick recap, when i was form 3-4 or something i gila main myspace, sanggup menghadap pc berjam-jam semata-mata sebab background i tak keluar. See, that was me dulu okay dulu, sekarang pun ada jugak acc myspace tapi untuk stalk orang ja. Tak kuasa i nak layan budak-budak tak bertamadun amik pic dedah sana sini ingat cantik ke ketiak u all? time balik kampung bukan main lagi. ceh .Okay dah ~~kerepek~~ merepek ke laut kan dari myspace cerita pasal ketiak orang. haish. Tak cukup lagi tu, siap download cursor gedik lepastu profile pic mesti nak yang emo-emo biar budak hensem semua berebut nak add. eee. Geli geli.

Belum habis lagi demam myspace, buat friendster pulak, eh tak tak, tak delete ms account tapi tamak haloba buat friendster, kalau tak tak cool la kan. Aha kat fs pun i sibuk jugak nak page cute-mute biar nampak descent, nanti kalau crush i add mesti jatuh hati auw. LAME! Pastu excited upload gambar banyak-banyak penat stalker macam i ni nak tengok. hehe. But tu semua masa i matriks, gila fs LOL. mesti nak pergi cc bawah kom-pel kmpp tu bukak friendster. Aww cool gila zaman tu kalau yang dah ada boyfriend kan, si bf pun mesti nak post comment bling-bling i love you, you love me, biar semua orang baca menangis jealous dekat u sebab ada boyfriend konon romantic lah kan?

Then bila masuk uni dekat indo (2007), everyone was like "shikin ada facebook? add gw donk" hah kalau sehari ada 4 class and like every class 3 orang said the same thing macam mana? Tak ke peer pressure tuu? So i buat la satu kan, peer pressure wey, tak tahan! Oh yeah, one thing i like about fb sebab semua orang pakai nama sendiri, so ill say senang nak cari kawan-kawan/crushes/exes or maybe cousin yang you paling benci (then u go stalk and curi her photo dengan bf lepas tu print besar-besar, then tunjuk dekat tok nenek time raya, awesome! mesti u jadi cucu kesayangan lepas ni).

hah cukup emo tak? haha pic gersang i time gila myspace!

The red nose was so in that time, baru nampak cool ok! Eh tak tak, i tipu ja.

Nowdays i ada bad impression to those yang ada myspace, especially budak2 yang i tak kenal. maybe sebab dari pics yang mostly semuanya dari angle aneh-aneh (so that u can tengok the lurah and seagla kurap wtf). Then pics tak edit tak sah, lepastu dah add siap tinggal comment "Feel free comment my pxca k?" that is soo EUWWH! Haha

Okaylah, enuff mengarut. Lets get back to work. jom study! Wish me goodluck in the upcoming exam!

Ps, Please don't make facebook as another myspace okay, enough is enough.

Till then!

♥

My not-excel-in-sports-gene theory

2010-02-26T10:08:00.001+07:00

I got exam on monday, and discussion's ass-ingment to be submitted on tuesday on non-vestibular vertigo. But hell yeah, im writing here. Standing oviation sekarang!

Hari ni, i nak bawak u guys mengembara ke ruang masa bersama cken. haha lame! tapi ngat tak doraemon ada machine yang dalam drawer tu kalau duduk nanti boleh pergi zaman mama-ayah still dating lagi and u can say hi im ur daughter! Im to tell tat ur gonna have hypertension in the future, so better start control it from now cause im ur future-future doctor. oh awesome. Okay takda kaitan.

actually i teringat masa i sekolah rendah dulu, i never ever be one yang excel in sports no never. I guess takde bakat, oh yeah once i was in netball team in tcs tp simpanan ja, i played jugak but sikit sikit. haha and then i join his swimming class, then ayah got transferred to kelantan so i quit. but this past few years i realized that i can still swim dengan drumstick bebek ni. cool kan? Bebek means itik in Indo-lang okay! So, in high school i lagilah tak main apa-apa. But i managed to be penolong ketua rumah when i was in form 5. Yeah, i can be a good manager at all. I find my bakat at last tee hee

So, kesimpulannya the highest level in sports yang i pernah main is wakil sekolah for daerah kinta in netball, as a simpanan. hahaha MJ u should be proud of me!

Semalam, ashrin masuk competition gymrama in taiping as i told you kan dia memang pelapis perak in this sorta thing. sebelum ashrin ber-gym sekali lagi untuk top 8 finalist, mama ada vid call me, i talked to ashrin, she was like "kakak, takuut". Oh perempuan ni sangat cutee, jadi i pun janji nak hadiah kan choclairs RM2 kalau dia menang!

Secara tak sengaja competition tu actually dah peringkat negeri, get it tak? macam ni, so ashrin wakil daerah untuk selection wakil perak. Tak paham? Ok fine next time makan B-complex banyak sikit. so i get this msg from mamanor (as mama busy makan kuetiaw goreng doli in taiping, sumpah sedap gila weh.)

Mamanor: cuba teka ashrin dapat no berapa?

Me: Haha entah, no idea.

Mamanor: Mana pulak pergi idea awak tu?? awak ada 3g tak? mano call jap

Me: aha. ada2. call laa.

So there u go they vid call me, and guess what? Ashrin won the competition. Ashrin dengan makeup tebal, baju sekerat pusat terkeluar (ala ala britney dalam video clip crazy, ingat tak? ala ingat la ingat la), pink sanggul, pink sweater and hotpants was smiling. Yes, dia terlihat kurus seperti sebelumnya. and yes, i nampak mama too and suddenly mama tunjuk2 her kueytiaw to me. Mama im puasa okay! hahaha. she's funny as always. then mama cakap, this ashrin dah beat kakak-kakak dia, coz the first one dalam family yang wakil perak in sports, hahaha. And i was, yeaaah! i kalah. Onie? She do excels in kompang. believe me. In sports? Tiap kali sports selection saringan apa entah mesti dia cakap macam ni "adik dah lari laju dah tapi mesti ada je orang depan adik". Alasan alasan (-.-")

Ashrin: In the same suits that she wore in the competition, and she's in the junior category, so fancy costumes doesn't give u extra point indeed.

This coming march, ashrin ada competition lagi in penang wakil perak in gymrama junior category dear. So, I wish u goodluck dear. I guess my not-excel-in-sports-gene theory was wrong.

Ps: Mama said since ashrin menang first place, so i haf to belanja her double dari what ive promised.

Pss: Ashrin got intervied by apa ntah so, i tried to cari her vid kat sini but tak jumpa, i guess dorang belum update kot?

Psss: I found this website, and i think its funny.

♥

When our heart speak english.

2010-02-10T14:42:00.000+07:00

I AM SORRY :(

♥

I am sick. Severe homesick. You wouldn't know.

2010-02-08T20:50:00.000+07:00

I woke up with this feeling of missing home

Hey hye! Ive got my bb on last week hehe. My days are full with striking and bright colors except for my discussion days. I must say that i barely struggle, forcing my self to speak in a good indonesian language since im home for 3 weeks last month. yah 3 weeks, its quite long and now i miss home so much.

Well, this at least cheer me up.

Ps, say hi to m new bini.

♥

Twenty twoot woot

2010-01-12T08:00:00.003+07:00

I think this is art. Dont u?

hahahahaha

happy 22 me!

Ps, i dah 22 lah. 22 banyak tu. Tapi i still makan biskut coklat cip beruang packet besar, lepastu hello panda yang strawbery umph sedap. Ok fine, dah umur 22 tapi i masih tak makan sos cili sebab i thought sos cili tu pedas dan kucing masih seperti dulu, binatang paling menggelikan dalam dunia. And dah 3 tahun bercinta i masih tak reti jiwang. So, i rasa 22 taklah hebat sangat, i tak membesar pun, mengecut sikit ada lah compare years back then kan kan. I guess TWENTY TWO is just another number.And 23 is next haish, mari mengira, eh i benci maths lah. hah apa merepek.

Till then ♥

Pulang

2010-01-09T12:27:00.015+07:00

Happy holiday people.

Till we meet again next month!
xoxo

Ps, i just cut off my poney. so dah jadi velma balik. tp poney aje lah yang velma. belakang dah panjang. tak suka!!

before

after

eh salah salah

Okay afterpicture

enough nerd?

Till then♥,

Asam pedas mama: drooling!

2010-01-08T23:50:00.004+07:00

Last week, Mat jul dekat rumah. rumah dia bukan rumah saya. Mak dia masak nasi ayam, i dekat umah jugak but no mama to masak nasi ayam for me. waaaaa. My weekend is far from awesome selagi i jadi student! Pfft!

So, besok my flight pukul 930WIB, arrived at 1130pm at Cangi airport. You, you and you! Siap siap kompang eh?

10th January: Jalan-jalan singapore: Marlion park, Botanixal garden, Orchard road, etc etc, and that night pergi JB by bus and nak buat apa kat JB malam-malam eh? i lupa!

11th January: Jalan jalan Johor, that night maybe nak lepak at Danga Bay, Join me nak?

~~My birthday~~ 12th January: Naik bus and balik ipoh, i nak suruh pakcik bus tu on turbo sebab i nak balik cepat sangat-sangat before the calendar turn out jadi 13. Eh tapi i macam nak singgah melaka, minum-minum teh. Kan best kalau boleh freeze the 12th and make it 48 hrs instead of 24 ja. sebab i sendiri tak confirm lagi plan on that day how. mama amik kot? eh takk. maybe balik naik train alone. Oh. boring!

Ps, im going home and there's no internet connection or wifi around. so If u nampak my blog ada habuk banyak that is probably sebab i pakai bedak tebla sangat, sampai berterabur atas lantai. eh bukan, sebab i takde internet connection. hee balik ni dating jom! Contact me on my maxis num okay darling? And yeah Mama dah janji nak masak sedap-sedap on my birthday-one of them; ASAM PEDAS! Oh oh oh what a bliss! Nak balikk! Yahooooo!

Moga moga i pass my neuropsychiatry exam this morning. Amin!

Till then ♥,

Mianhamnida

2010-01-05T23:11:00.001+07:00

I am truly sorry

Ps, 나는 이것에 대한 대답했다. 정말 미안 해요.
For you love.

Down there.

2010-01-03T20:40:00.000+07:00

I'ts been a while dear

I have been missing you

My thoughts are saying

You feel the same though

And I hope

There, deep down there

Of yours, which

Nobody knows

Just us

Now go away you silly feelings!

Don't dare to come back.

Ps, I think I am falling for you. Yeah you.
Me ♥ MJ

Before we met those drunken men

2010-01-03T01:55:00.001+07:00

last pic: MJ ♥ C
isnt it cuuuteee???
hehehe

Till then♥

2010 : Get a life!

2010-01-01T09:17:00.001+07:00

Hey hye. I tak tidur lagi dari malam tadi, now dah pukul 739am WIB (839am malaysia), 1st January 2010. I pergi KLV semalam since ada makan-makan barbecue free and new year celebration kan. okay skip that seronok moment. then dalam pukul 130amWIB me, kak dayah, kak wani, anah balik in one cab. then on the way nak sampai ja depan lorong (which named Sayuti) nak masuk rumah tiba-tiba dapat phone call dari kimah.

"Korang nanti turun dekat Murdai, jangan turun dekat Sayuti sebab ada orang mabuk mabuk." Okay fine. i macam shocked sikit. tapi cool lagi. then we all turun cab and dapat another phone call. "Hey korang jangan lalu lorong-lorong". That time, me and kak dayah baru nak belok masuk one dark lorong shortcut pergi rumah senior. Okay tak jadi tak jadi.

Sebelum tu i was mlelong-lelong baru keluar cab kan lepastu macam tak tau nak pergi mana sebab lepas turun dekat tepi jalan tu, kan tak boleh nak balik rumah sebab ada orang mabuk. So nak tunggu kimah bagi direction again lah kan, macam mana nak balik rumah, ikut jalan lain or something.

Then lepas tu dapat another phone call dari kimah. Tengah-tengah anah talking to kim dekat phone (kimah bagi direction beware sebab dorang terserempak dengan orang baru lepas muntah) tkak dayah half-jerit to me "shikin sini !!shikin sini!!". I macam terpinga-pinga asking why. Kak wani datang n tarik i jalan along with her. She said "ada orang blakang awak, macam tengah masturbating". Damnn! I takut gilaa, i pusing belakang nampak one guy duduk menghadap longkang and pakai sweater and hood color grey. i pegang tangan kak wani and jalan terus.

Sampai lorong (named Mardani) rumah senior, i turn around at jalan Sayuti and nampak a group of grown up tengah ramai-ramai tak tau buat apa. i jalan cepat, ikut kak wani, and kim terus masuk rumah senior.

Lepas tu sampai rumah senior, kim cerita about what zaza n ati nampak dekat lorong shortcut rumah senior tu. Actually sebelum my cab sampai, they all (kim, zaza, ati, kak nisa) on the way nak balik rumah Sayuti, tapi masa nak lalu dekat lorong gelap shortcut tu suddenly zaza n ati ternampak one guy tengah muntah., baru nak jalan lagi tiba tiba that guy pusing, looked at them and smile. So they ran away, fast! Sebab tu lah kim call us and bagi tahu jangan lalu that lorong shortcut. Nearly nak masuk lorong tu seriously. Cuba bayangkan. uhh huuu takut takuuut. takpe stop. jangan bayangkan apa apa. we all tak kawin lagi duh.

Jadinya we all semua tidur rumah senior last night. Eh tak, me, anah, kim n kak dayah tak tidur, semua bahagia gila lepak dekat bilik kak dayah and bersembang padahal kak dayah on call nanti pukul 7 hee. i love you lah seniors!

Ps, for those yang nak mabuk mabuk. Pleaselah, jangan menyusahkan orang lain. Alcohol will only harm your body, only in small dose ja boleh bagi benefit. Iu pun memang tak recommended. So, next new year please cari port lain nak mabuk-mabuk okay? Penat membebel. I nak tidur. Goodnight people. May 2010 bring us joy! InsyaAllah.

Till then ♥,