Perfectly-Beautiful-Annoyingly unplanned.

Kadang kadang dalam hidup ada banyak things yang you tak plan. tapi it goes smoothly malah perfectly. Wah life memang magic. macam i, kecik kecik memang berangan nak jadi doctor, lepastu taknak sebab geli nak jadi engineer,  lepastu nak jadi cashier, pengawas sekolah, finally paris hilton. Eh i tipu je lah.

Case 1

Recently, i memang berangan nak beli handphone. eh bukan berangan tapi memang nak beli for real. Sebab kesian dengan my pink Motorolla v3x ni, macam dah menopouse, semput-semput, mata pun dah kabur so i get menyampah pulak. Tapi tu lah, selagi tak beli selagi tu keep changing mind. At first i nak beli Nokia xpress music 5730. Kenapa? sebab cool yeah. Cool gila sebab i memang nak cari yang boleh slide ala ala Blair Waldorf masa season one dulu. Okay cukup membebel pasal handphone. The point is i memang dah lama plan nak beli satu tapi sampai sekarang tak tahu nak beli yang mana satu. Faham tak?

Case 2

I dengan housemates dah lama gila plan nak turun JB and go to singapore jalan-jalan kan. since macam ticket to JB like 2times cheaper than KL. We all dah plan since this mid year lagi tapi like tak jadi tak jadi sebab mengada sangat skolah tak mau bagi cuti panjang. Tapi, last last week, everyone macam mana tah terslap google Lion Air tickets, sekali ter-tengok ticket promo to singapore on the 9th, so dah ter-beli pun. So this coming holiday i akan sampai rumah on my birthday, hopefully ada suprise party waiting once i enter the front door ceh apa merepek. See, penat we all plan since last year, finally 2010 baru dapat fulfill? How cool is that?

Case x-file

I tak berapa suka plan things in my life, contohnya nak dapat 8A PMR sebab nanti boleh pergi boarding school bagus bagus, nak dapat CGPA 4.0 matriks sebab nak amik medicine and etc. I mean, u jangan tengok on the reason why. I tend to see life as a simple thing, so i will be like nak dapat 8A PMR, nak dapat CGPA 4.0 matriks, sebab i have no reasons, just to satisfied me. sebab i know when i plan something, i akan frust lebih dari usaha yang i struggle untuk keep the plan on track. When i frust, i akan  give up. that's why, i tak berapa suka plan things.

I didn't plan for who i am now, so u don't dare asking me: how can u get the chance there? Who to called so that my daughter can study there like you? How can i get scholar and be a medical student?

Because i don't have the answer. I just wait and pray. God have His plans for me. Its the best ever. Alhamdulillah.

So my life is perfectly imperfect as it should, how about you?

Ps, some plans can go wrong and we'll get hurt.

It rhymes.

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