AS-hikin? ehem feminin!

Entah macam mana I boleh terbukak youtube, terbrowse for feminin. Korang tahu feminin? They really famous in the 90s. Infact i masih teringat waktu dorang trending dekat Malaysia, I was a HUGE fan of them. Yang paling cool masa tu I ingat, dorang nyanyi sambil dancing, lagu Untukmu, but sebab i masih retard waktu tu so i called it Angin Bayu. Hehe paling tak boleh lupa the vid clip,each member wears  jumpsuit only different colors then rambut pendek boycut, pakai earings yang besar tu. 

Sebabkan I ni huge fan , on raya 95 tak salah, I mintak my mama bawak pegi salon coz I want that hair. And on raya i asked my mama to buy me the same earing and feminin-alike jumpsuit too! Oh yeah, not to forget that time I bangga nama Ashikin sebab leader group ni nama As! Ahahahahahaha. it was epic! Come walk down my memory lane with FEMININ ;)

See the hair? Hahaha

Angin Bayu.. Hehe but this one is the remake. The original one in high pitch! Haha

Untukmu original version.

One of my faourite! Sedihhhh.. Tsk.

Kini :D

Rindu diri muuuu, Yeahhh! Nanana nanana nana :P

Have a nice sunday everyone!

Ayunie's Day.

My teenage friend,

My sister,

My bestgirlfriend,

My company,

My gossip mate,

My ex schoolmate, 

My shopping mate,

My love ones, 

My guardian angel,

My 'psychologist',

and

Sometimes u just like my mother,

Even we were separated miles away, but do remember

Good friends are like stars

You don’t always see them, but you know they are always there

Happy birthday Ayuni!

U will always be my girl.

Even when your hair turn white, and your wrinkles can't be fixed anymore.

I will be here for, u and us.

Till death do us apart 

LOVE YOU.

Love love

I just happen to love this 2 crazy people!
Nena and Lowed (Nuzul)
Hahahahaha
Hugsss!!

I miss youuu guys ;(
Ps: got this pic from lowed's bbm pic hahaha  thanks dude!
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL.

@mat_jul

Thankyou aunty for a very wonderful son.

I wish you all the happines in the world darling.

 

Happy birthday Dear, four years isnt enough for me to learn you.

I wish for more.

Mama, Happy Mothers Day.

I love you more than I love MJ.

Hugs and kisses from me.

From my gf @DianahMahyidin

From: @DianahMahyidin
Sent: Feb 27, 2011 11:07p

@DianahMahyidin: @AshikinRazali yupp :( and all the time yg kite g mnd same2,mkn meggi tgh mlm same2,pki seliper toilet same,even bergayut pon ngan org yg same

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I miss you girl.
We are so close like sisters. We share almost everything, even now our bf had the same name. Nothing can tear us apart. Even our thoughts still the same although ur in India I'm in Indonesia.
The fact that we both will become a doctor, also an unplan beautiful thing but happened as God wants us to be together I believe.

I ♥ you diana, always have always will☺
Xoxo
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

Cardio o o

Im done with cardio clinic rotation, being posted at National Heart Center Harapan Kita. Fun, great experiences but very tiring. Its finally saturday, lets stuffed our stomach, and spoiled our hearts

Menggila time oncall. Hehe.

Fun weekend everyone


XOXO.

Mazee, Jakarta

So I went to Mazee fashion and art some sort of bazaar or knowwn as blogger yard sale  at FX mall Jakarta.
Went there and I met Jazmine from Old Blossom Box, she's really nice, and friendly.
Nice meeting u girl :)

And I got myself 2 pairs of cardigan and a cute denim dress :D
*what else could make a girl happier?*
Alhamdulillah.

Till then,
XOXO

Thank you for the sunshine

And thankyou or the trait that have been passed on to me, sure I'll passed the trait soon.
I love it all.

Happy birthday mama.

U are the most awesome woman ive ever met.
Love you!

My Blurday

So semalam i penat gila taktau apa pasai, terus tertido dengan mangkuk maggi tak basuh ee jorok. Okay hari tu in Malaysia my mama dah celebrate becoming birthday party kan. So tah lah ape kena dah mindset agaknya birthday dah lepas so I  takde lah ape2 feeling pon. At 1130pm Malaysia, I tido dengan machonya atas katil. Even mj siap tipu2 I konon2 tak de credit nnt nak kejut padahal I tau dah dia saje2 je buat2 macam takde credit, nak tengok haku ngamok wish bday through bbm je? haa buat lah.

Okay so mimpi apa tah. I terbangun at 130 malaysia, mj called, wish bday, and I was like "uh, yea, yea ngntuk la nak tido" hahaha. then end call, aneh tengok handpon kedip2, banyak notifications fb sampai 33, lepastu twitter ada 2. So dah memang habit memang akan bukak twitter dulu. Sebab taktau nak response apa kat notif fb menggunung, okay fine, tido lah balik nanti bangun baru fikir hahahaha. Nicee. 

And now at 4am I terjaga again, hehe mj called lagi. Yay its my birthday. haha brapa kali nak wish tah. So thanks for all the wishes. I wanna grow old with you girlfriends.

These blurday wishess made me commit suicide. Sob sob.

"ehhhhhhh kt malaysia jam ak da 12/01 ok! jam org lain ak xkire la hihihi ak doakan ko bahgia ng mj smpai akhir hayat. ak nk touching2 ni HAHAHA tp ak penuhkan wall ko mlm ni. ak nk ym tp xleh bukak. ak nk ko taw yg ak syg ko sgt2. ak rindu nk bebel ng ko ok. td lepas rindu ng ayu. kebas bibir ak bebel ng minah tu. i wish u were there too. ng diana nane wana ifa nujui amad. bile korg jauh ak cm da lupe nk have fun. rindu gile old days! rindu gile nk gosip ng ko bfo tido cm skolah dulu. rindu gile nk tggu ko melalak kt bwk blok pekik ak suh cepat g assembly. rindu gile nk stay up mlm2 tp begosip. rindu gile nk tarik rambut ko. rindu gile nk tumbuk2 ko. rindu gile nk wt sume bnde ng ko T_T ak nanges ni taw" -Nena

"its been 10 years now weii. dah 10 tahun kenal ko. bergadoh dah, bersayang sayang pon dah. haha. i enjoy every moment. kite membesar depan mate masing2. kan kan? in fact i think we raised each other. ak sayang ko and i love our friendship very much. happy birthday my dearie ashikin. may our friendship last for another 100 years. may ur life filled with all the happiness and joy.semoga lepas grad dapat keje cepat2 and open ur own clinic so i can get treatment for free. hahaha. love you babe. have a wonderful birthday :) ill buy you the cheesecake from the other day when you're back in msia okay. ill ask my mom to cook something also macam haritu. muaxxxxx. take care cken geds! haha"-Ayuni

"happy birthday my dear! love u always~ xoxoxo" -MJ

Thanks guys. For being there, almost half of my lifespan? Haha, even my mama belum wish, mesti dia sama like me jugak, hari tu dah celebrate, but this time I tak kisah maybe sebab hari tu dah celebrate berapa kali nak ulang pun taktau. So lesson to me, lain kali jangan tergedik2 nak celeb awal2, kan dah takde feeling on the actual date (-.-")

till then
xoxo

Ipoh!

See u in 24 hours.

Yay!

48 pun okay

i miscalculate it, should be 41 not 48. hukhuk

For u MJ.

but i love Jo Kwon more hikhik
jkjkjk..

saja poyo.
ok bye!

xoxo

Hello, I'm co-ass shikin will be incharge today.

Hye hye hye

So, hari ni officialy start lah my clinical years, first department, anesthesiology. Awesome, awesome! sebab boleh shock orang yg unresponsive dengan defibrilation machine tu. I terasa macho walaupun hari-hari pergi sekolah tak pakai gincu.

Jakun me wearing my new anesthesiology dept co-assistant's uniform. kena pakai whenever jaga operation room, and icu. well, uniform adalah ihsan dept anestesi RSCM, after 3weeks kena pulangkan balik (-.-")

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you probably will see me in this pose with defibrillator in my hands ironing my patient's chest.

macho? i know :p

Okay lah i nak tengok jo kwon kejap. well, happy 1st anni adam couple! u know we love you.

xoxo

Mama, I wanna get married too

hey, hye. its been a while eh?

apa khabar orang kampung? eceh suddenly la pulak kan. lama gila lah tak merepek kat sini. mana i pergi 2bulan senyap je? hee one month spend it wisely at home since i tak balik raya kan. sob sob. tapi i beraya sakan jugak weh. first raya i beraya at embassy, second day, to malls, tengok movie, makan sampai muntah, third day raya to rumah officer jpa and my seniors. 4th day raya I'M IN LOVE. hehehe

L-R: me, anah, ati, zaza, raya pertama, di tengah jalan , depan embassy, semua punbudget hebat berdiri tengah jalan dan ambil gambar.

Missing in photo: Kim2 ;(

no, no bukan in love dengan matjul sebab yg tu dah slalu sangat :P hee. butt his time dengan 2am jo kwon. hardly believe my self, im into korean guys especially  those entertainers yang pakai makeup, iron rambut, pakai face mask. eugh, shikin is getting menggelikan!!! geli tak? geli kan? kan? but seriousy korang kena tengok we got married 2, jo kwon and gain. im in love, in love, in love. aaa tension dengn diri sendiri. korang pernah rasa tak? tak pernah? okay fine, apa kata ganti gain with me, mesti korang rasa apa yg i rasa skarang haha apa aku merepak nih. whush.

basically, they got married virtually, on tv show, reality show gtu. so, they are given missions to complete, and rumah, and macm2 lagi lah, untuk make it real as newlywed couple. to be honest, im the type yang hardly gelak when im watching movies or anything vitrtually, tapi this guy jo kwon is really something. memang tak hensem, tapi cute especially bila dia ikat rambut urgh. am i saying this too loud? omg sikinnn, kau ni kenapa haaa? but jo kwon, he's damnn funnyyyyy!! heee

L-R: jo kwon and gain in bali.

okay enough on that. last month ive completed foundation for clinical practice module so this monday i start first rotation, mula2 posting kat dept anesthesiology. kalau free datang lah melawat. jangan lupa bawak lemang, rendang, ketupat, kuah kacang hehe. so today baru ja dapat nametag untuk pakai kat hosp nanti, agak annoying sebab i senget dalam pic dekat nametag tu. senget gilaa, aaaa. tu lah kat sini memang tau, kalau kat malaysia kan bila amik pic passport they will put the camera on tripod stand so takde la tremor kan, tapi kat sini, they just capt it with barehands as tripod. jimat cost, pandai! kan gambar aku dah senget. haih.

grrr senget kan? kan? kan?

So, 

RSCM: rumah sakit cipto mangunkusumo

PPDU: prgram pendidikan dokter umum

FKUI: fakultas kedokteran universitas indonesia

Nur Ashikin: ME! ME! ME!

hospital is my new school now. yay! 

orang kampung sekalian doakan kejayaan daku ye, 2tahun lagi, then selesai. hopefully, amin!

Ps: banyak benda jadi tpi i malas nak type. nak tengok jo kwon again and tido. bye 

Pps: Jo Kwon i like you ;)

goodnight everyone,

xoxo.

Bye bye VelmOSCE

Have I told you I've done my OSCE? 

Yeah I did it!

It was yesterday. Remmember? Okay, fine OSCE  stands for objective structural clinical exam which I baru tahu semalam 30mins before masuk exam room. No, bukan sejenis cupcakes maupun bolu makcik depan cafe tapi OSCE adalah exam yang akan test ur clinical skill pasang catheter, physical examination, baca ECG, and abit clinical-theory. Oh yea, exam adalah secara oral, u perform the skill in front of the examiner (the vampire doctor), then the vampire doctor will give u marks. Seronok jadi med student ni.

Okay fine, tak nak cerita pasal the vampire slayer, boring. So semalam habis exam, I went to Rudy Hadisuwarno salon nearby, did the hairmasking and cut my hair. After a year smoothied my hair, nowI realized, I tak la suka sangat rambut straight macam tali rapia, I mean if its natural then its okay, tapi  I would NEVER EVER straighten my hair again, unless later in life I ada banyak masa nak pergi buat treatment. Sebab lama2 nanti bila grow longer dia jd mcm fragile gila ah. Ikat je jd bengkok. Buruk gila. hah menci aku.

Hah geli tak? hahaha 

Enough said.

So, I called mama yesterday. 

Me: mama, Ive layered my hair.

Mama: Haa? Kenapa layered? dulu dah elok straight, pendek sesuai muka. Ni layered nanti nak ikat depan keluar, rambut kembang, rambut rosak, bukannye elok bla bla blaaaa.....can't remember the bla bla bla part.

Me: maa, ive done it lahh (-.-")

Kesimpulannya, let mama figure out herself on ur hairstyle/color/texture. Bye.

Ps, minggu depan, at this time, ill be very very busy packing. hoho Malaysia finally Im going to get you :)

Pagi yang emosi

Bangun pagi I dikejutkan dengan telefon dari ashrin. Dia mintak tolong buatkan facebook acc. Okay, i bangun, masak air, buat milo cereal dan tunggu turn mandi. Ati keluar, I pegi mandi. Then dress up, on lappy. I nak sign up an email acc untuk ashrin but it didnt work. Menyusahkan asyik mintak parental control security privacy, family account apa entah. Lepas tu discover yahoo kids wujud, yang sangat colourful however, tak begitu satisfying sebab still tak boleh buat email acc. I fedup. So, mintak tolong encik boyfie buatkan all dari email sampai facebook untuk ashrin. Done with that, gatal tangan pergi bukak youtube, cari trailer film lagenda budak setan sebab hari tu nampak twitter Nur Fazura ada orang post that link. Then tunggu youtube jalan. Tengok trailer. Sangat satisfied dengan sinematografi yang cantik gila. Andd, sangat sedih. Baru tengok trailer je i dah sedih macam ni. Tengok movie nanti tak tahulahh. Okay im stilll sedih lagi. Bye.

Kenapa nak tengok sangat cerita ni?

1. sebab ada fazura and lisa surihani, both my favourite.
2. gambar dia cantik sangat sangat sangat
3. sebab its from a legendary novel from a legendary author, the same author wrote the script for this flm
4. farid kamil nampak ganas
5. One of the pelakon nama shikin hehe
6. Tengok trailer dah rasa nak menangis. belum tengok movie lagi, haih.
7. Lagu dia best. Sedih.

Ps, emosi sungguh.
♥

Nak mengada sikit

Ive been busy this week.
Hell busy yeah. studying your body immune system. Yes, mine too.
Definitely will doze off only after 5mins hearing lecture. Sumpah tak tipu!
Okay lah actually i nak mengada sikit buat announcement, i baru join this awesome formspring.me.
Tak tau awesome ke tak, bunyi macam awesome ja. 
Just wanna give it a try, later if its boring then it will be deactivated.!
Basically this website allows anyone/anybody to ask me questions. Sounds awesome kan?
So here my formspring.me acct, feel free to ask me anything there :)

 

http://www.formspring.me/ashikinrazali

Ps, ada widget formspring kat sidebar. Excited nya aku. haish esok test la cken. Oh last last, dekat formspring profile memang takda lagi yang ask me questions. Why not you be the first one :)

Now lets get back to business.
Immunology and infection here i come.
I will miss you babyblog.
XOXO

My not-excel-in-sports-gene theory

I got exam on  monday, and discussion's ass-ingment to be submitted on tuesday on non-vestibular vertigo. But hell yeah, im writing here. Standing oviation sekarang!

Hari ni, i nak bawak u guys mengembara ke ruang masa bersama cken. haha lame! tapi ngat tak doraemon ada machine yang dalam drawer tu kalau duduk nanti boleh pergi zaman mama-ayah still dating lagi and u can say hi im ur daughter! Im to tell tat  ur gonna have hypertension in the future, so better start control it from now cause im ur future-future doctor. oh awesome. Okay takda kaitan.

actually i teringat masa i sekolah rendah dulu, i never ever be one yang excel in sports no never. I guess takde bakat, oh yeah once i was in netball team in tcs tp simpanan ja, i played jugak but sikit sikit. haha and then i join his swimming class, then ayah got transferred to kelantan so i quit. but this past few years i realized that i can still swim dengan drumstick bebek ni. cool kan? Bebek means itik in Indo-lang okay! So, in high school i lagilah tak main apa-apa. But i managed to be penolong ketua rumah when i was in form 5. Yeah, i can be a good manager at all. I find my bakat at last tee hee

So, kesimpulannya the highest level in sports yang i pernah main is wakil sekolah for daerah kinta in netball, as a simpanan. hahaha MJ u should be proud of me!

Semalam, ashrin masuk competition gymrama in taiping as i told you kan dia memang pelapis perak in this sorta thing. sebelum ashrin ber-gym sekali lagi untuk top 8 finalist, mama ada vid call me, i talked to ashrin, she was like "kakak, takuut". Oh perempuan ni sangat cutee, jadi i pun janji nak hadiah kan choclairs RM2 kalau dia menang!

Secara tak sengaja competition tu actually dah peringkat negeri, get it tak? macam ni, so ashrin wakil daerah untuk selection wakil perak. Tak paham? Ok fine next time makan B-complex banyak sikit. so i get this msg from mamanor (as mama busy makan kuetiaw goreng doli in taiping, sumpah sedap gila weh.)

Mamanor: cuba teka ashrin dapat no berapa?

Me:  Haha entah, no idea.

Mamanor: Mana pulak pergi idea awak tu?? awak ada 3g tak? mano call jap

Me: aha. ada2. call laa.

So there u go they vid call me, and guess what? Ashrin won the competition. Ashrin dengan makeup tebal, baju sekerat pusat terkeluar (ala ala britney dalam video clip crazy, ingat tak? ala ingat la ingat la), pink sanggul, pink sweater and hotpants was smiling. Yes, dia terlihat kurus seperti sebelumnya. and yes, i nampak mama too and suddenly mama tunjuk2 her kueytiaw to me. Mama im puasa okay! hahaha. she's funny as always. then mama cakap, this ashrin dah beat kakak-kakak dia, coz the first one dalam family yang wakil perak in sports, hahaha. And i was, yeaaah! i kalah. Onie? She do excels in kompang. believe me. In sports? Tiap kali sports selection saringan apa entah  mesti dia cakap macam ni "adik dah lari  laju dah tapi mesti ada  je orang depan adik". Alasan alasan (-.-")

 

Ashrin: In the same suits that she wore in the competition, and she's in the junior category, so fancy costumes doesn't give u extra point indeed.

This coming march, ashrin ada competition lagi in penang wakil perak in gymrama junior category dear. So, I wish u goodluck dear.  I guess my not-excel-in-sports-gene theory was wrong.

Ps: Mama said since ashrin menang first place, so i haf to belanja her double dari what ive promised. 

Pss: Ashrin got intervied by apa ntah so, i tried to cari her vid kat sini but tak jumpa, i guess dorang belum update kot?

Psss: I found this website, and i think its funny.

♥ 

I am sick. Severe homesick. You wouldn't know.

I woke up with this feeling of missing home

Hey hye! Ive got my bb on last week hehe. My days are full with striking and bright colors except for my discussion days. I must say that i barely struggle, forcing my self to speak in a good indonesian language since im home for 3 weeks last month. yah 3 weeks, its quite long and now i miss home so much.


Well, this at least cheer me up.


Ps, say hi to m new bini.

♥

Twenty twoot woot

I think this is art. Dont u?

hahahahaha

happy 22 me!

Ps, i dah 22 lah. 22 banyak tu. Tapi i still makan biskut coklat cip beruang packet besar, lepastu hello panda yang strawbery umph sedap. Ok fine, dah umur 22 tapi i masih tak makan sos cili sebab i thought sos cili tu pedas dan kucing masih seperti dulu, binatang paling menggelikan dalam dunia. And dah 3 tahun bercinta i masih tak reti jiwang. So, i rasa 22 taklah hebat sangat, i tak membesar pun, mengecut sikit ada lah compare years back then kan kan. I guess TWENTY TWO is just another number.And 23 is next haish, mari mengira, eh i benci maths lah. hah apa merepek.

Till then ♥

Down there.

I'ts been a while dear

I have been missing you

My thoughts are saying

You feel the same though

And I hope

There, deep down there

Of yours, which

 Nobody knows

Just us

Now go away you silly feelings!

Don't dare to come back.

Ps, I think I am falling for you. Yeah you.
 Me ♥ MJ