Ayunie's Day.

My teenage friend,

My sister,

My bestgirlfriend,

My company,

My gossip mate,

My ex schoolmate, 

My shopping mate,

My love ones, 

My guardian angel,

My 'psychologist',

and

Sometimes u just like my mother,

Even we were separated miles away, but do remember

Good friends are like stars

You don’t always see them, but you know they are always there

Happy birthday Ayuni!

U will always be my girl.

Even when your hair turn white, and your wrinkles can't be fixed anymore.

I will be here for, u and us.

Till death do us apart 

LOVE YOU.

Love love

I just happen to love this 2 crazy people!
Nena and Lowed (Nuzul)
Hahahahaha
Hugsss!!

I miss youuu guys ;(
Ps: got this pic from lowed's bbm pic hahaha  thanks dude!
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL.

Iiffa Nabilah Shamsuddin B.Med.

Yay. i'm definitely proud of u ifa!
Ive known this girl since darjah berapa ek 2/3? lupa la tp since primary school lagi, ifa a transferred student dari convent kota taiping datang my school obviously a convent jugak. then dari primary sampai high school we're friends, her enemy is mine and my enemy is hers too. oh yeah alot of friends do come and go but fate bring us 5 together iiffa, me, nena, ayuni and diana.

I selalu tanya iiffa why lah nama ko ada double I, which  takda effect apa pun kat pronunciation kan? then dia cakap "masa bapak aku nak daftar nama tu, bapak aku dok penat dah cakap aiffa dengan 'A', tapi orang pendaftaran tu salah dengar, dia buat iiffaa" okay im sorry for that iiffa. dengan double I pun dapat jadi md what? hehe so proud of you mok!

right now, ayu and nena have finished their degree but convo is coming soon. dianah and me still in our medical degree program. yeah 2 of us are becoming engineers and another 3 are doctors. cliche much?

Funfacts about us.
2 of us couple dengan highschool mates which nanti time wedding it will be an unofficial reunion of our batch. how cool is that? hahaha

3 of us yang study medical sama-sama blajar in the 3rd world countries. which is, infectious disease are the specialty. hee. out of 3, 2 of us share the same country which is Indonesia. hehe

2 of us yang study engineering, shares the same uni, and they catch up selalu, which made me jealous. wuu.

after all we share the same gossips.

I wish us girls all the luck in the world.

Iiffa on her wedding graduation day.

Ps: Soon our names will be Nur Ashikin MD, Nurul Dianah MD, Iiffa Nabilah MD.  now we share the same name! yay.

Xoxo

From my gf @DianahMahyidin

From: @DianahMahyidin
Sent: Feb 27, 2011 11:07p

@DianahMahyidin: @AshikinRazali yupp :( and all the time yg kite g mnd same2,mkn meggi tgh mlm same2,pki seliper toilet same,even bergayut pon ngan org yg same

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I miss you girl.
We are so close like sisters. We share almost everything, even now our bf had the same name. Nothing can tear us apart. Even our thoughts still the same although ur in India I'm in Indonesia.
The fact that we both will become a doctor, also an unplan beautiful thing but happened as God wants us to be together I believe.

I ♥ you diana, always have always will☺
Xoxo
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

Thank you for the sunshine

And thankyou or the trait that have been passed on to me, sure I'll passed the trait soon.
I love it all.

Happy birthday mama.

U are the most awesome woman ive ever met.
Love you!

Am I exaggerating things or it is just a small matter?

Maybe I'm working berjalan too hard
Now rasa nak pengsan for the whole week, and wake up on July 16th then go home.
Please be good to me dear body.
I got one assignment to be finished up tonight, and now its 0018WIB
And I'm a little upset of something something tonight.
Like reaaaalllyyy UPSET :(
Mama, I wanna be home, with you beside me
You, please makes me feel better.

Ps, Diana I miss you and our talks on the phone :(
Nena and ayu toooo :(

The broken heart playlist.

I guess my heart hurts every night, lets say if i had Tuberculosis, by now, i would have suffered from anemia. I mean, chronic disease will lead to anemia. Got my point? Take care of your health children :)

Tonight: Not myself tonight - Christina Aguilera
Unspoken thoughts in my head: Issues - The Saturday
I don't want me/you living like: Ghost of you - Good Charlotte
Or even us being : Yesterday - Leona Lewis.
I'm working on: Stickwitu - The Pussycat dolls
Because now: Your love is my drug - Ke$ha
So please don't: Ignorance - Paramore
I know I'm: Creep - Radiohead
I know I'm: Vulnerable - Vanessa Hudgens
But: True - Ryan Cabrera
I wish i could: I'll Go Wherever You Will Go - The calling
Because: I Miss you - Blink 182
I won't: Unfaithful - Rihanna
You please: Take My Heart - Soko
All i want for us: Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne

I: Try Sleeping With Broken Heart - Alicia Keys, but i failed, I want you.

Well, I'm tired of Sweet Dreams - Beyonce Knowles

Till then,

♥ 

Dua makhluk favourite

50 tahun lagi, maybe kamu dah buncit, kite dah kembang, rambut kamu dah takde, rambut kite dah putih, gigi kite dah takde, gigi kamu yang palsu, mate kite dah rabun teruk, bile bace kne mintak tolong kamu. Tapi kite tetap nak kamu yang tolong kejutkan kite study malam malam, tolong belikan kite topup, tolong hantar kite balik rumah, dengar kite membebel, layan kite gossip. 

Hehe time kasih! Kite sayang kamu ;)

No no,

the caption sepatutnya macam ni

See u and me in the future, u boroi, me pendek, gemok, beruban. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Dlu u nampak hensem, sekarang kenapa macam ni?

Whatever the caption says, i sayang you lahh. 

Maybe i cakap  "u bajet comei je" instead of "u are sweet"

or maybe i cakap "rasa nak tumbuk" instead of "I love you"

and maybe i sapa u "Hey" instead of "Sayang" bila i nampak u online

Its been three years, and I am still learning.

Be with me.

And yess i love youu.

 Happy anniversary LOVE.

And a happy 22nd birthday too my dear besterestest Girlfriend Nurul Dianah Ahmad Mahyidin. I feel like flying to India and be with on your special day dear! Lots of love, hugs hugs.

You both be mine forever and ever and ever and ever and ever to infinity :)

i ♥ mj and dianah

Nine one one.

Either you stay and get hurt

or

Leave, and you'll regret

Sometimes, i hate choices.

♥ 

The Razali goes ooh lala

Puas i fikir mana 2 budak ni dapat skin n bone ja. I mean where does all the lemak goes? we ate the same thing (masa childhood), born from the same awesome lady, goes to the same school. Oh why me yang paling gemuk? And their name ada 3 perkataan, but mine just two.  Oh oh I memang special, macam cerita ugly duckling, mana tau nanti boleh transform jadi megan fox, eh salah, i mean nanti boleh jadi Princess Odette, macam dalam cerita the swan lake. Okay cukup cukup.

 

This is Ashrin (Nur Ashrin Sofia A. Razali).

 

and this is Oni (Nur Fakihin Auni A. Razali).

Siap nama penuh tuu.  

Me? Ah ah, malu lah nak show off. wtf. ahahaha

Ps, I memang dah lama tahu the fact yang kami adik beradik muka tak sama. Time kecik sumpah serious tiga-tiga sama woh. But one thing we all inherit dari our parents, its the size of our teeth, its BIG!! tapi jaw kecik, boleh bayangkan tak? Yes, thanks mr and mrs Ahmad Razali, atleast ada yang boleh prove we all adik beradik kalau my colleagues tanya nanti. Pfft. 

PPs, Ohh, here some random pics of ashrin and friends during the gym competiton.

 

  

  

So, emi jangan lupa bawak banner besar-besar sokong adik aku eh? hahaha

♥ 

When our heart speak english.

 

 

I AM SORRY :(

 

♥

I am sick. Severe homesick. You wouldn't know.

I woke up with this feeling of missing home

Hey hye! Ive got my bb on last week hehe. My days are full with striking and bright colors except for my discussion days. I must say that i barely struggle, forcing my self to speak in a good indonesian language since im home for 3 weeks last month. yah 3 weeks, its quite long and now i miss home so much.


Well, this at least cheer me up.


Ps, say hi to m new bini.

♥

Asam pedas mama: drooling!

Last week, Mat jul dekat rumah. rumah dia  bukan rumah saya. Mak dia masak nasi ayam, i dekat umah jugak but no mama to masak nasi ayam for me. waaaaa. My weekend is far from awesome  selagi i jadi student! Pfft! 

So, besok my flight pukul 930WIB, arrived at 1130pm at Cangi airport. You, you and you! Siap siap kompang eh? 

10th January: Jalan-jalan singapore: Marlion park, Botanixal garden, Orchard road, etc etc, and that night pergi JB by bus and nak buat apa kat JB malam-malam eh? i lupa!

11th January: Jalan jalan Johor, that night maybe nak lepak at Danga Bay, Join me nak?

My birthday 12th January: Naik bus and balik ipoh, i nak suruh pakcik bus tu on turbo sebab i nak balik cepat sangat-sangat before the calendar turn out jadi 13. Eh tapi i macam nak singgah melaka, minum-minum teh. Kan best kalau boleh freeze the 12th and make it 48 hrs instead of 24 ja. sebab i sendiri  tak confirm lagi plan on that day how. mama amik kot? eh takk. maybe balik naik train alone. Oh. boring! 

Ps, im going home and there's no internet connection or wifi around. so If u nampak my blog ada habuk banyak that is probably sebab i pakai bedak tebla sangat, sampai berterabur atas lantai. eh bukan, sebab i takde internet connection. hee balik ni dating jom! Contact me on my maxis num okay darling? And yeah Mama dah janji nak masak sedap-sedap on my birthday-one of them; ASAM PEDAS! Oh oh oh what a bliss! Nak balikk! Yahooooo!


Moga moga i pass my neuropsychiatry exam this morning. Amin!

Till then ♥,

Mianhamnida

I am truly sorry 

Ps, 나는 이것에 대한 대답했다. 정말 미안 해요.
For you love.

Down there.

I'ts been a while dear

I have been missing you

My thoughts are saying

You feel the same though

And I hope

There, deep down there

Of yours, which

 Nobody knows

Just us

Now go away you silly feelings!

Don't dare to come back.

Ps, I think I am falling for you. Yeah you.
 Me ♥ MJ

Gigi emas dibawa berlayar

So while i tengah online, my handphone buat ballet, dengan lagu lady gaga Eh Eh (means ada text msg masuk lah).

She is Ashrin, she's so not retarded!

[$_$]Momma : Kakak, acin cabut gg. Bibir acin rasa besor n tebal..hehe ada kt klinik lepas cucuk.

Me : Hahaha. bgs2. Suh dentist tu pasang besi siap2. Nanti takde bterabur!

[$_$]Momma : Jeles la tu. lg cantik dari kakak, acin bukan gigi besi tapi gigi mas

Me : Hahahaha. Emas celup buat pe. Allergic!

[$_$]Momma : takleh jawab dah sebab dh cabut. malam nt call.

Me : Acin call kakak.

Then the phone rings. yeah! acin dah cabut her fronth tooth. and mama said gigi dia panjang gila nak dekat 0.5centi. besar kan kan? then i request nak cakap dengan ashrin kejap, macam-macam bunyi dia buat konon konon answering my q kan.

sakit ke acin? heehh ahhhahhh hah hah hah. berapa batang  kena cabut? uhh uh umm  hmmph mmphh hhaah,  tak takut kee? aaah uhh hee hehe ahh aahaaahhhuhh eehhaahuuhh haaa. dah cukup cukup. baik cakap dengan kipas motorboat ni. sheeesshhh.

I teringat masa i extract 4 batang gigi last year sebab nak put on braces. Doctor tu shocked sebab my gigi panjang gila. See its genetic. hahahaha

Semalam i tido lambat, sebab study sambil ym dengan ann (he insist to teman me haha), but as usual i still blur time jawab tadi, so i tension, nak tido! Oh oh esok  dah new year, and hell yeah i tak celebrate pun (takda intend nak celeb pun). I think i cant get enough of 2009. Sebab i rasa mcam tak puas lagi, or maybe last year punya resolution tak fulfill lagi dats why. Ehh, tak takk i baru teringat last year i takda new year resolution pun haha.

So world, meet Ann. Hes a boy not a girl. I know i know.

 

Im in his list. Awesome!

Okaylah mengantuk.i nak take a nap and weekend ni akan jadi weekend paling geek throughout the year. Heyy! i hope u guys tak stranded like me okayy. Ill update soon about my soon-singapore trip. Promise!

Ps, I really missed home :(

♥ 

Wishlist pompuan typical

Have i told you i will be landed in Singapore on the 9th january at 11pm?

hahahahahahahaha Singapore je kot?

Okay sebenarnya frustrated sangat dengan exam last wed. everytime jawab exam pun nak frustrated kan, typical betul. Eh tapi this time memang frust sebab exam susah, then dah bli flight ticket pulak, part paling stress date balik excluding remedial  (repeat exam bagi yang tak pass) weeks. Thats why tension. But cannot tension sebab dah berazam this third year taknak sangkut on any papers *doublewoot*!

Since i will be in Malaysia this coming january kan ada several things yang i nak buat (must do) so ive put it in a list

1. Jumpa my family on the 12th, since i turn 22 on that day and must say dat on that day jugak i might be heading to ipoh from johor, i kan turun at singapore, remember?
2. Sesi menternak lemak tepu for the whole weekdays, then nak jumpa my mj on the next weekend. mama dah janji nak masak asam pedas and rendang when i get back. Whoaaa. hungryy!
3. On weekdays i thought nak ikut mama pergi kerja.
   
4. Weekend kan ada 2 hari, so on the weekdays i thought nak pergi beronggeng dengan aaina since she went back from makassar for hols too. Apa benda cakap pasal weekend melalut sampai weekdays. hmpph
   
5. Weekend nak jumpa wana, nena, ayu, u guys kena balik ipoh jugak tak kiraaa. hahahaha. since lowed pun dah janji nak balik every weekend nak meronggeng with me kan.ahahaha.
6. Every weekend nak pergi dating, since mj kerja on the weekdays
7. Get myself a blackberry kalau duit JPA masuk cepat, then balik jakarta puasa 3bulan. cool!

Speaking of weekend, berapa weekend yang i ada?? Wooooo T_T

Oh have i told you my mama worked dengan NGO? err tak tahu lah position apa,  i think penyelia kot. but she handle this small school of OKU called Pusat Pemulihan Dalam Komuniti. Ive been there, tak selalu tapi pernah la ikut mama pergi majlis buka puasa and jamuan hari raya, and i rasa enjoy layan those kids. They are innocent, decent and funny, but sometimes boleh buat my mama punya BP naik jugak haish. But I think maybe nanti i nak amik specialist in pediatrics tapi belum tahu nak major in apa. Duh, degree medicine pun tunggang terbalik lagi dah berangan nak amik specialist, ceh.

I nak pergi sambung buat ass-ignment. Actually tak start pun lagi. Pfft.

Mama's students performing bunyi gitar by P. Ramlee. Theyre cute kan??

Standing 2nd from right sebaya i kalau tak salah. Tee-hee

Ps, i think down syndrome kids are extremely cute. Don't you?
♥,

Shihihikin is my new alien name.

Have you met Ted?

Hye, dah brekfast? i had biskut marie cicah choco-coffee tadi. teringat zaman zaman boarding school dulu. Time menyorok dalam locker bila warden ambush. nena, kau yang ajar aku. hehe

Sekarang nak cakap pasal kawan-kawan. Starts with my pompuans.

Me, Ayu, Nena, Deanna

I jmpa 3 perempuan ni masa masuk form 1. Then jadi bestfriend sampai sekarang. Dah 8 tahun kita menjanda menggila. Macam tak percaya.

Ayuni: perempuan kurus cantik, yang gila online shoppping. teman shopping sejati. Kadang kadang wierdo jugak tapi i tetap sayang. the one yang ada banyak crush. lepas tu share dengan i, lepastu kita sama-sama jadi stalker terhebat kan, memang cool lah kita. perempuan ni sangat bijak pandai, she invented something which i wont forget sampai bila bila, kejar-lelaki-hensem-while-window-shopping. tapi ni masa tak habis sekolah dulu, sekarang mampus kena sekeh dengan mydent (boyfriend ayu).

Nena: my lovee! Once kawan seblah katil i, satu dorm, satu kelas, satu matriks tapi dia amik physics and i amik bio tapi i sanggup study together walaupun text book kita lain lain. lepastu kau tido aku pun tengok ja. ceh. i pun dah tak ingat macam mana kita boleh jadi kawan baik, tapi pernah waktu matriks kita gado, and i jadi macam orang gila. menangis tak tentu hala (gado dengan MJ pun tak macam tu) ceh. Nena, kau pun, jangan nak buat buat lupa ye.haha sayang kau sangat!

Diana: Kembar mak bapak lain. mak dia dah macam mak i, kakak dia dah macam my own jugak, so does the brothers. and mine is yours too, err except the pink stetho eh. The one yang kalau bersembang dekat telefon tak sah kalau tak dua jam, lepastu maxis sengaja cut off the line sebab dengki dengan kita pfft. Oh i share almost everything sama dengan perempuan ni, dari baju tido sampai top secret tentang mr boyfies. Oh nama boyfriend, future profession pun nak sama jugak, even anni i dengan MJ pun a day before her birthday. mengada kan?

Taken during raya 09.
Ifa the one yang blue eh bukan the one in blue.

Ifa: kenal time sama-sama sekolah rendah, naik bas sekolah sama-sama tapi time tu i ada crowd sendiri so tak mainlah join budak baru pindah macam you kan. hahaha tak tak. i love her. sebab mak dia garang. eh tak jugak sebab dia pandai gila. future doctor sebab dia nak memang nak jadi doctor, tak macam i yang special case ni. Oh susah betul berkawankan budak-budak pandai macam pompuans (plural for pompuan) ni (-.-").

Lowered aka Nujui Imeran
since 2004, and counting.

Lowered: i sorang ja yang still panggil dia lowered, sebab konon dulu bajet trendy sangat la kan pakai seluar londeh lepastu gelak kuat kuat macam kelas tu bapak kau punya. i benci gila dengar mamat ni gelak dulu. The one yang kalau hangout together selalu buat malu i by doing aksi-aksi aneh. paling tak boleh lupa time kau dapat UIA lepastu kau call aku and cerita dengan happy gila, lepastu letak ja phone aku pun nangis sebab aku rasa slip SPM aku macam dah cukup cantik tapi aku dapat matriks ja kau dapat U kan. ceh.

Nani and I, taken after melawat gig indie dekat sekolah mana tah yang turn out tak best, lepastu penuh budak melayu konon bajet cool mekap gothic, pakai baju melayu apa pesyen tah.

Nani: My driver sejati, call ja nanti dia muncul depan rumah, haha nasib kau dekat UTP kan tak jauh dari Meru Raya. Well she's the one yang banyak affair. time matriks dulu i-nena-nani macam tiga serangkai. Lepas tu bila korang ada kem fizik apa tah i kena tinggal sorang-sorang sebab i budak bio kan. Lepas tu suma orang pun confuse i ni budak bio ke fiz kan. lepas tu korang pun seronok berdiscuss fiz depan i, bila result kua bio i pun dapat B+ ja. Hmpph (-.-")

I tahu, busuk-busuk i, hodoh-hodoh i, bengap-bengap i, korang suma sayangkan i kan? Ceh apa merepek ni.
Oh i found this sebab tu lah rajin type entry panjang.

i sayang you too ifa.
Nena, diana, ayu, lowered & nane.
MJ too, ehe.
Till death do us apart.

♀ ♥♫♪♪♫

The ghost in me

Its 2.18am.

..and i am still longing for you..
even though i can see you sleeping :(

♥,

Nak buat menantu boleh?

Mama. I nak balik so much, nak beraya with you. T_T

Jakarta didnt treat me well since last week. I tido dengan mix nuts eh silap, mixed emotions almost everynight since being dump in levi's store dan sekarang I kena diarrhea dari semalam punya semalam. Since i tak jadi musafir dah dekat sini, diarrhea tu dah macam kalau makan tepi jalan pun tak diarrhea kalau tak makan tepi jalan pun diarrhea. aha cool kan tempat ni?

Malaysian Embassy Jakarta, Iduladha 2009.
Have you sacrificed anything?

I baru balik dari Malaysian Embassy, macam biasalah every year raya haji memang i raya kat sini and will continuously beraya dekat tempat ni till the year 2012. My malam raya starts dengan a phone call, from mama, banyak kali kot, since i tido that evening kan. so when i pick up the phone mama was like "HAH? TIDO? DAH MALAM RAYA NI KAKAK. PERGI LAH CHECK KAT DAPUR TU KOT KOT ADE TEPUNG, BUAT CEKODOK KE?" okay mama fine i bangun lah ni. Thanks for the phone call. I terus semangat gila nak bangun, mandi, buat cekodok and celebrate raya haji. So last night me and housemates makan besar lah, before that Zaza and I pergi Indomaret beli tepung and spageti sauce balik terus masak the spageti and buat two flavours of cekodok wehh. TWO okay TWO!! haha this raya haji is awesome!

Nothing much happened at the embassy today. I didnt help much since dah banyak orang ja yang tolong kan, takpe let me simpan my bakat. nanti kot kot ada yang berkenan nak buat menantu kan. Saya tak available pakcik makcik. Ampuunn. haha

Eh cerita pasal calon menantu i met this litle cute brothers 3 beradik, tapi i paling suka the second one, i lupa la nama dia tapi bapak gila cute. sampai banyak kali i tengok our pic together kan. Okay that sounds gay. Ahh don't care. sebab kau sumpah gila cute sapa suruh. So this boy anak somebody-somebody yang kerja dekat embassy tu, i tak sempat nak pergi intriew mak bapak dia sebab they all (those boys, bukan parents diorang lah) macam sibuk main baling-baling panties pervert mana tah. Hmmm T_T

Mama, boleh tak nak bawak balik budak ni?buat menantu, kahwinkan dengan ashrin ke oni ke? i tak bolehlah, sebab dah ada mj (-.-")

I memang takut semua BINATANG berbulu. semua okay, tiada pengecualian.
Terima kasih.

Since my first day raya haji dah sangat cool sampai sempat lagi ber-blog petang raya ni, my housemates and I decide nak buat some sort of simple makan-makan, minum-minum, makan cekodok petang esok. U guys datanglah, boleh rasa the coolnes of my cekodok :D

Not to late to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. tapi untuk somebody-somebody over there, i wont ever forgive you. U know who u are.

Ps, i dah tengok E71 kak dayah tadi, OMG cool gila kot. okay dah confuse balik, beween both handphones since harga BlackBerry and E71 sama. Help me. Really need help!
Ps 2, i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you, u are really a great bitch.
Ps 3, Tomorrow minum petang at my house, jangan lupa.
Ps 4, Jom tido petang raya.

♀