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Saturday, February 25

Everyone is every one of us.


All I want right now is watching this film with my future husband.


We Are - Joy Williams

First
This is your first step
Light
Is caught in your eyes
Heart beats
To the rhythm of the city streets
Can you feel it
Can you feel it

(Chorus)
We are one
We are reaching out
We are one
Can't you hear the sound
We are now
And we're reaching for the sun
We are
we are
we are
One

Breathe
This beautiful world
Together
Moving in the same direction
It's happening
Every one connecting
Can you feel it
Can you feel it

Chorus

Everyone is every one of us
Everyone is every one of us
Everyone is every one of us

Chorus

Friday, February 3

Ikan dan Labor Room

Patient: mules dok.
Me: ibu baring yuk.
Patient: ini lg mules dok.
Me: ya, pelan2 baring yuk.
Patient: lagi mules gak bisa apa-apa dok. dokter belum pernah melahirkan ya?
Me: ..................



225am, labor room RS Fatmawati.
Zzzzzz.. All I can think now is my bed and Muhd Ikan!

Tuesday, June 28

16th of July

Will be flying off to..

Instead of doing my research final presentation I'm browsing over this (-.-")
Wish me good luck for thursday <3

Saturday, May 21

Iiffa Nabilah Shamsuddin B.Med.

Yay. i'm definitely proud of u ifa!
Ive known this girl since darjah berapa ek 2/3? lupa la tp since primary school lagi, ifa a transferred student dari convent kota taiping datang my school obviously a convent jugak. then dari primary sampai high school we're friends, her enemy is mine and my enemy is hers too. oh yeah alot of friends do come and go but fate bring us 5 together iiffa, me, nena, ayuni and diana.

I selalu tanya iiffa why lah nama ko ada double I, which  takda effect apa pun kat pronunciation kan? then dia cakap "masa bapak aku nak daftar nama tu, bapak aku dok penat dah cakap aiffa dengan 'A', tapi orang pendaftaran tu salah dengar, dia buat iiffaa" okay im sorry for that iiffa. dengan double I pun dapat jadi md what? hehe so proud of you mok!

right now, ayu and nena have finished their degree but convo is coming soon. dianah and me still in our medical degree program. yeah 2 of us are becoming engineers and another 3 are doctors. cliche much?

Funfacts about us.
2 of us couple dengan highschool mates which nanti time wedding it will be an unofficial reunion of our batch. how cool is that? hahaha

3 of us yang study medical sama-sama blajar in the 3rd world countries. which is, infectious disease are the specialty. hee. out of 3, 2 of us share the same country which is Indonesia. hehe

2 of us yang study engineering, shares the same uni, and they catch up selalu, which made me jealous. wuu.

after all we share the same gossips.


I wish us girls all the luck in the world.

Iiffa on her wedding graduation day.

Ps: Soon our names will be Nur Ashikin MD, Nurul Dianah MD, Iiffa Nabilah MD.  now we share the same name! yay.

Xoxo

Sunday, January 30

Mazee, Jakarta

So I went to Mazee fashion and art some sort of bazaar or knowwn as blogger yard sale  at FX mall Jakarta.
Went there and I met Jazmine from Old Blossom Box, she's really nice, and friendly.
Nice meeting u girl :)

And I got myself 2 pairs of cardigan and a cute denim dress :D
*what else could make a girl happier?*
Alhamdulillah.

Till then,
XOXO

Monday, January 24

Mental retarded.


I'm enjoying my psychiatry rotation sampai lupa post apa pun kat sini. boleh?
hhihi

Amost a week over I posting at poly psychiatry, pernah one time I kena bagi some sort of penyuluhan/counseling untuk patient dalam ward psychiatry. Bayangkanlah nak attention dorang punya lah susah. Siap kena buat slide bling-bling bagai. Fuh semangat. Dah tu ada yang tidur-tidur lagi. Sabo jelah haku.

Pernah sekali I dengan kawan-kawan duduk-duduk kat tengah ward tu  baca status patient, ada satu pakcik ni sebelum ni sumpah dia tak pernah buat pape, duduk diam je. Tiba-tiba bangun, muka geram je, mata tersembui nak pukul kepala I. Apa lagi cabuuuuuuuttt ahh. I lari lajuuu, pegi kat nurse tu. Nasibb ward tak besar sangat. Sempat lah jugak kadi adegan hindustan dalam ward tu.  Hahahaha

Now, rotation psychiatry dah nak habis. Umm. Been thinking should I sambung specialist dalam this field ek? But I'm more intrested in paeds psych. Mental retarded child, they're so cute. Sampai pernah sekali I berangan nak anak down syndrom, nauzubillah jauhkan ya Allah. Tapi I really love to help them. Doakan ye, that my dream tercapai :)
Xoxo

Friday, November 19

Dr S, terima kasih.

Semalam I exam patient, pagi2 datang kelas, secretary suruh cabut undi tengok dapat specialist baik ke jahat garang. I cabut, baca bismillahirrahmanirrahim sambil tarik nafas dalam-dalam. Bukak-bukak gulungan kertas tengok nama Dr. S. specialist mata. Okay fine. I senyum. Mungkin Tuhan nak uji, dan Dr. S setimpal dengan kekuatan mental I. Redha.

So, jalan pelan-pelan pegi polyclinic, dept mata. Jalan ambil senyum, walaupun tangan vibrate tak henti sebab takut. Dalam hati tuhan yang tahu, rasa macam nak tercabut arteri dorsalis pedis. Fine, jalan lagi pelan2, sambil baca doa qunut eh bukan, sambil baca doa bagi semuanya dimudahkan, sambil mulut senyum. Ingat, senjata terakhir adalah senyum. Sampai clinic, jam 9. Jam 940 Dr S panggil,

Dr S: Siapa yang ujian sama saya?
I: Saya doc.
Dr S: Kamu ujiannya jam 11.
I: Tp patient nya belum ada doc. Doctornya belum pada datang.
Dr S: Itu bukan urusan saya.
I: Err...(terdiam)

Danngg!!

Terkebil-kebil I tengok by sitter, Dr. V, mintak simpati. Tak jalan.

Pukul 10 baru I dapat patient, dan periksa visus tu bukan la senang. I rasa macam nak menangis dah.
I tak tau apa I tulis atas kertas report tu. Hati tak tenang.
Yang I tahu, dari gossip, Dr S memang garang. Takut sangat. Pertama kali  dalam hidup I rasa nak menangis taknak jawab exam.

Takpe, sabar shikin Tuhan takkan uji hambaNya melebihi dari kemampuan sendiri.

I bangun pagi tadi baca blackberry messenger ada yang pm

MMR: Shikin, tadi aku ketemu Dr V, by sit kamu. Katanya kamu lulus.
I: Oh ya?? Alhamdulillah. Makasih MMR
MMR: sama2 :)

Alhamdulillah.
Syukur.
Terima kasih Tuhan :)


Muka happy sebelum cabut undi.
Ps: By sit/by sitter: baby sitter, doctor yang tengah belajar specialist, pendamping I masa exam patient.

Till then,
xoxo

Saturday, October 2

48 pun okay

i miscalculate it, should be 41 not 48. hukhuk
For u MJ.

but i love Jo Kwon more hikhik
jkjkjk..

saja poyo.
ok bye!

xoxo

Monday, September 20

Hello, I'm co-ass shikin will be incharge today.

Hye hye hye
So, hari ni officialy start lah my clinical years, first department, anesthesiology. Awesome, awesome! sebab boleh shock orang yg unresponsive dengan defibrilation machine tu. I terasa macho walaupun hari-hari pergi sekolah tak pakai gincu.

Jakun me wearing my new anesthesiology dept co-assistant's uniform. kena pakai whenever jaga operation room, and icu. well, uniform adalah ihsan dept anestesi RSCM, after 3weeks kena pulangkan balik (-.-")
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you probably will see me in this pose with defibrillator in my hands ironing my patient's chest.
macho? i know :p

Okay lah i nak tengok jo kwon kejap. well, happy 1st anni adam couple! u know we love you.

xoxo

Friday, September 17

Mama, I wanna get married too

hey, hye. its been a while eh?

apa khabar orang kampung? eceh suddenly la pulak kan. lama gila lah tak merepek kat sini. mana i pergi 2bulan senyap je? hee one month spend it wisely at home since i tak balik raya kan. sob sob. tapi i beraya sakan jugak weh. first raya i beraya at embassy, second day, to malls, tengok movie, makan sampai muntah, third day raya to rumah officer jpa and my seniors. 4th day raya I'M IN LOVE. hehehe

L-R: me, anah, ati, zaza, raya pertama, di tengah jalan , depan embassy, semua punbudget hebat berdiri tengah jalan dan ambil gambar.
Missing in photo: Kim2 ;(

no, no bukan in love dengan matjul sebab yg tu dah slalu sangat :P hee. butt his time dengan 2am jo kwon. hardly believe my self, im into korean guys especially  those entertainers yang pakai makeup, iron rambut, pakai face mask. eugh, shikin is getting menggelikan!!! geli tak? geli kan? kan? but seriousy korang kena tengok we got married 2, jo kwon and gain. im in love, in love, in love. aaa tension dengn diri sendiri. korang pernah rasa tak? tak pernah? okay fine, apa kata ganti gain with me, mesti korang rasa apa yg i rasa skarang haha apa aku merepak nih. whush.

basically, they got married virtually, on tv show, reality show gtu. so, they are given missions to complete, and rumah, and macm2 lagi lah, untuk make it real as newlywed couple. to be honest, im the type yang hardly gelak when im watching movies or anything vitrtually, tapi this guy jo kwon is really something. memang tak hensem, tapi cute especially bila dia ikat rambut urgh. am i saying this too loud? omg sikinnn, kau ni kenapa haaa? but jo kwon, he's damnn funnyyyyy!! heee

L-R: jo kwon and gain in bali.

okay enough on that. last month ive completed foundation for clinical practice module so this monday i start first rotation, mula2 posting kat dept anesthesiology. kalau free datang lah melawat. jangan lupa bawak lemang, rendang, ketupat, kuah kacang hehe. so today baru ja dapat nametag untuk pakai kat hosp nanti, agak annoying sebab i senget dalam pic dekat nametag tu. senget gilaa, aaaa. tu lah kat sini memang tau, kalau kat malaysia kan bila amik pic passport they will put the camera on tripod stand so takde la tremor kan, tapi kat sini, they just capt it with barehands as tripod. jimat cost, pandai! kan gambar aku dah senget. haih.

grrr senget kan? kan? kan?
So, 
RSCM: rumah sakit cipto mangunkusumo
PPDU: prgram pendidikan dokter umum
FKUI: fakultas kedokteran universitas indonesia
Nur Ashikin: ME! ME! ME!
hospital is my new school now. yay! 
orang kampung sekalian doakan kejayaan daku ye, 2tahun lagi, then selesai. hopefully, amin!

Ps: banyak benda jadi tpi i malas nak type. nak tengok jo kwon again and tido. bye 
Pps: Jo Kwon i like you ;)

goodnight everyone,
xoxo.

Thursday, July 8

Bye bye VelmOSCE

Have I told you I've done my OSCE? 

Yeah I did it!

It was yesterday. Remmember? Okay, fine OSCE  stands for objective structural clinical exam which I baru tahu semalam 30mins before masuk exam room. No, bukan sejenis cupcakes maupun bolu makcik depan cafe tapi OSCE adalah exam yang akan test ur clinical skill pasang catheter, physical examination, baca ECG, and abit clinical-theory. Oh yea, exam adalah secara oral, u perform the skill in front of the examiner (the vampire doctor), then the vampire doctor will give u marks. Seronok jadi med student ni.

Okay fine, tak nak cerita pasal the vampire slayer, boring. So semalam habis exam, I went to Rudy Hadisuwarno salon nearby, did the hairmasking and cut my hair. After a year smoothied my hair, nowI realized, I tak la suka sangat rambut straight macam tali rapia, I mean if its natural then its okay, tapi  I would NEVER EVER straighten my hair again, unless later in life I ada banyak masa nak pergi buat treatment. Sebab lama2 nanti bila grow longer dia jd mcm fragile gila ah. Ikat je jd bengkok. Buruk gila. hah menci aku.

Hah geli tak? hahaha 
Enough said.
So, I called mama yesterday. 
Me: mama, Ive layered my hair.
Mama: Haa? Kenapa layered? dulu dah elok straight, pendek sesuai muka. Ni layered nanti nak ikat depan keluar, rambut kembang, rambut rosak, bukannye elok bla bla blaaaa.....can't remember the bla bla bla part.
Me: maa, ive done it lahh (-.-")

Kesimpulannya, let mama figure out herself on ur hairstyle/color/texture. Bye.

Ps, minggu depan, at this time, ill be very very busy packing. hoho Malaysia finally Im going to get you :)

Thursday, May 13

I love may. I love you.

Kenapa? Kenapa?
On 1st May hari tu birthday anak orang asli yang paling comel dalam dunia. U are now a grown up man baby. Bila nak matured ni? hehe. 

So, i did a small surprised birthday party last saturday via webcam nak celebrate si mat jul. That evening i asked ati teman me pegi atrium senen, beli small slices of cake. The night before, i buat kerja group discussion. I plan nak surprised on 12am Malaysian time, tapi i tertido, I dah suruh MJ gerak at 1030 tapi dia tak gerak. At 1130 i awake, i call him marah, why ddnt he gerak me. Then he said, nak gerak me on 12am Malaysian time so that Ill be the one with him at his moment. Okay fine, i tido la balik hehe, am not a good gf, i know. Then dia kejut i bangun mandi, i set up the lappy and webcam. Anah derma balloon, then asked semua housemate (kim, ati, anah, zaza was too tired to bangun sorry ek zaa, tak sampai hati nak wake u up) semua duk keliling wc tu. 

At 12am WIB (indonesian time), i called MJ thru skype, and then PUFF! we sang him the birthday song. At first, dia nampak shocked, tapi muka shocked sama macam muka tengok bola Bowling i masuk longkang, can u imagine how excited he was? okay mj mmg tak banyak expression, tu yg i sayang tu hahaha.Dah laa, malas nak cerita panjang-panjang. Kalau nak tau what happened on MJ's side boleh baca sini.

Muka bufday boy, rasa nak tumbuk je. heh

 
Muka paling comel. Ni je yang i mampu hadiahkan you MJ.

 
Trying to fed him the birthday cake. Online weh online.

Tetamu yang datang memeriahkan majlis. Time kasih yaa

Oh, 9May lepas, Mother's day. You guys wish your mama tak? I wished mine, and yes i wished MJ's mak too. Kalau i dekat Malaysia, i would have bought cake/have dinner or lunch together/present for my mama. I will, when i get back near you mama. I heart youuuu forever :)

Ps, Besok cuti. Kenapa kenapa? Tak tahu tak tahu. hehehe

Till then 
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Sunday, April 25

Woosah Woosah

Lately bapak malas gila i nak update belog. Ampunkan haku isk. Takpa-takpa, ni nak update la ni. Aha actually hari ni my last day of hols, 4 hari je hols from thurs-sunday esok start new modul  Hematho-Onchology, learn everything about blood and tumors/cancers/neoplasm. In june nanti ada osce exam, big osce exam, sumpah takut tp tu la takde kesedaran lagi nak belaja betul-betul. hampeh sungguh. Azam baru, start modul ni nak blajar untuk osce exam betul, haish cuak gila kot. I got 2 moduls left before Malaysia, then after Malaysia ada modul pbl apa tah, lepas tu dah start clinical years, and still Im afraid of wounds, severe injuries and to be worst takutkan corpse! Macam mana nak masuk forensic rotation nanti? Parah parah.

Cuti ni rajin gila i  download cite melayu huish, ni semua adamaya punya pasal. Then i tengok Nur Kasih. Boleh laaaaa. Asyik sedih je tension kot. Tp Remy Ishak macam comel je. Well atleast ada la insap skit tengok drama macam tu kan, dari asek tengok cite omputih baju tak cukup kain. Haish. Malam ni i bagi tazkirah. Nak dengar tak hehe? Sumpah takda kaitan hmmph.

Talking about Malaysian films kan, I think ada 2 lagi great films coming soon, yang i think  laa kan ,worth pegi cinema, and bayar rm8 dan tengok cite melayu,  Malaysia dah tak malaise lagi sebab boleh buat filem gempak gempak hehe. Oh film tu nama Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa dengan Magika, go youtube the trailer, even Diana Danielle nampak cute dalam trailer magika tu (Im not a fan of her boo!). And Liyana Jasmay too, am not a fan of her. But Lisa Surihani, yes! I am. hehehe she has the beauty with a brain.

Oh yeah, and last monday birthday anah. 
Happy 21st  birthday to u! wish u all the best, in every aspect, dunia akhirat. Be a good daughter/doctor/dwife/dgirlfriend (okay i tend to put D infront of every word. comel kan?). hehe

 Anah, she is single in her 21 years of age. Hehe 

Ada banyak lagi menda i nak update, I will, I promise. But right now nak cari bahan untuk tazkirah dulu. hehe. 

Ps, Instead of bath tab, ashrin says mangkuk mandi. I think she's the cutest makcik ever! hehe. Congrats on winning the rope gymnastic thingy which i didnt have the chance to be there and cheering for u :(
Pps, Oni got herself a place in my previous high school, but she only manage to be there for one day. Okay thats not genetic. hehe nevermind, there's always a different path for everyone.
Ppps, malam ni i bg tazkirah. jemput la datang rumah ramai2. hehehehehehe :P
Pppps, anah caption gambaq tu jangan marah naaa, nanti cepat tua ahaks :P

Till then, 
♥ ♫♪♪♫

Sunday, March 14

Of Iphone and Blackberry

Right now I'll go for Blackberry auw. haha
Nothing much, just a quick update about my activities last week.
Okay, hari rabu ada jemputan dinner dengan Prof Rujhan Timbalan Pengarah Jabatan Pengajian Tnggi, he's so kecik. On friday i got exam, done with that and i baru je tengok result last sem, turun sikit lah 0.02. must work harder this sem. And tadi pergi  Monumen Nasional (mo-nas). Oh yeah Indonesian's sangat malas, they tend to short-short kan yang panjang-panjang, macam menteri kesehatan Men-Kes, Jakarta-Bogor-Tangerang-Bekasi jadi JaBoDeTaBek. cool kan kan? (the De stands for apa, i forgot). I penat lah membebel, mulut cramp due to sunburn pergi monas tadi.So let the pictures do the talking :)



Till then

Saturday, January 9

Pulang


Happy holiday people.
Till we meet again next month!
xoxo

Ps, i just cut off my poney. so dah jadi velma balik. tp poney aje lah yang velma. belakang dah panjang. tak suka!! 

before


after
eh salah salah



 Okay afterpicture
enough nerd?

Till then,

Friday, January 8

Asam pedas mama: drooling!


Last week, Mat jul dekat rumah. rumah dia  bukan rumah saya. Mak dia masak nasi ayam, i dekat umah jugak but no mama to masak nasi ayam for me. waaaaa. My weekend is far from awesome  selagi i jadi student! Pfft! 

So, besok my flight pukul 930WIB, arrived at 1130pm at Cangi airport. You, you and you! Siap siap kompang eh? 
10th January: Jalan-jalan singapore: Marlion park, Botanixal garden, Orchard road, etc etc, and that night pergi JB by bus and nak buat apa kat JB malam-malam eh? i lupa!

11th January: Jalan jalan Johor, that night maybe nak lepak at Danga Bay, Join me nak?
My birthday 12th January: Naik bus and balik ipoh, i nak suruh pakcik bus tu on turbo sebab i nak balik cepat sangat-sangat before the calendar turn out jadi 13. Eh tapi i macam nak singgah melaka, minum-minum teh. Kan best kalau boleh freeze the 12th and make it 48 hrs instead of 24 ja. sebab i sendiri  tak confirm lagi plan on that day how. mama amik kot? eh takk. maybe balik naik train alone. Oh. boring! 
Ps, im going home and there's no internet connection or wifi around. so If u nampak my blog ada habuk banyak that is probably sebab i pakai bedak tebla sangat, sampai berterabur atas lantai. eh bukan, sebab i takde internet connection. hee balik ni dating jom! Contact me on my maxis num okay darling? And yeah Mama dah janji nak masak sedap-sedap on my birthday-one of them; ASAM PEDAS! Oh oh oh what a bliss! Nak balikk! Yahooooo!


Moga moga i pass my neuropsychiatry exam this morning. Amin!

Till then,


Sunday, January 3

Before we met those drunken men





last pic: MJ C
isnt it cuuuteee???
hehehe

Till then

Friday, January 1

2010 : Get a life!

Hey hye. I tak tidur lagi dari malam tadi, now dah pukul 739am WIB (839am malaysia), 1st January 2010. I pergi KLV semalam since ada makan-makan barbecue free and new year celebration kan. okay skip that seronok moment. then dalam pukul 130amWIB me, kak dayah, kak wani, anah balik in one cab. then on the way nak sampai ja depan lorong (which named Sayuti) nak masuk rumah tiba-tiba dapat phone call dari kimah.

"Korang nanti turun dekat Murdai, jangan turun dekat Sayuti  sebab ada orang mabuk mabuk." Okay fine. i macam shocked sikit. tapi cool lagi. then we all turun cab and dapat another phone call. "Hey korang jangan lalu lorong-lorong". That time, me and kak dayah baru nak belok masuk one dark lorong shortcut pergi rumah senior. Okay tak jadi tak jadi.

Sebelum tu i was mlelong-lelong baru keluar cab kan  lepastu macam tak tau nak pergi mana sebab lepas turun dekat tepi jalan tu, kan tak boleh nak balik rumah sebab ada orang mabuk. So nak tunggu kimah bagi direction again lah kan, macam mana nak balik rumah, ikut jalan lain or something.

Then lepas tu dapat another phone call dari kimah. Tengah-tengah anah talking to kim dekat phone (kimah bagi direction beware sebab dorang terserempak dengan orang baru lepas muntah) tkak dayah half-jerit to me "shikin sini !!shikin sini!!". I macam terpinga-pinga asking why. Kak wani datang n tarik i jalan along with her. She said "ada orang blakang awak, macam tengah masturbating". Damnn! I takut gilaa, i pusing belakang nampak one guy duduk menghadap longkang and pakai sweater and hood color grey. i pegang tangan kak wani and jalan terus.

Sampai lorong (named Mardani) rumah senior, i turn around at jalan Sayuti and nampak a group of grown up tengah ramai-ramai tak tau buat apa. i jalan cepat, ikut kak wani, and kim terus masuk rumah senior.

Lepas tu sampai rumah senior, kim cerita about what zaza n ati nampak dekat lorong shortcut rumah senior tu. Actually sebelum my cab sampai, they all (kim, zaza, ati, kak nisa) on the way nak balik rumah Sayuti, tapi masa nak lalu dekat lorong gelap shortcut tu suddenly zaza n ati ternampak one guy tengah muntah., baru nak jalan lagi tiba tiba that guy pusing, looked at them and smile. So they ran away, fast! Sebab tu lah kim call us and bagi tahu jangan lalu that lorong shortcut. Nearly nak masuk lorong tu seriously. Cuba bayangkan. uhh huuu takut takuuut. takpe stop. jangan bayangkan apa apa. we all tak  kawin lagi duh.

Jadinya we all semua tidur rumah senior last night. Eh tak, me, anah, kim n kak dayah tak tidur, semua bahagia gila lepak dekat bilik kak dayah and bersembang padahal kak dayah on call nanti pukul 7 hee. i love you lah seniors!

Ps, for those yang nak mabuk mabuk. Pleaselah, jangan menyusahkan orang lain. Alcohol will  only harm your body, only in small dose ja boleh bagi benefit. Iu pun memang tak recommended. So, next new year please cari port lain nak mabuk-mabuk okay? Penat membebel. I nak tidur. Goodnight people. May 2010 bring us joy! InsyaAllah.

Till then ,

Saturday, December 26

I hate maths I love hot guys

Jakarta: Last thursday i pergi shopping, and terjumpa banyak malaysian dekat ITC cempaka mas belakang rumah since Tanah Abang runtuh kan so they all switch to Cempaka Mas Itc. See the correlation?

No no, i mean since terjumpa banyak budak malaysia dekat mall, ni lah masa cuci mata. hee the fact that Indonesian have all the hot guys bersepah-sepah is soo not true. Eh bukan, memang betul fact tu. tapi bila u guys in my position kan like 24-7 tengok muke hensem terlampau banyak bersepah-sepah dekat tepi jalan, kedai photocopy, Indomaret, at class, at dentistry faculty (ni memang i tak tipu memang cute-cute gila dentist kat UI dentistry fac tu kalah fac of Medicine AUWW)-since i pergi fac ni every 2 weeks for braces control memang on cloud nine lah. tee hee.

Oh back to the point, bila terlampau banyak yang hensem, and terlalu sering tengok yang hensem sampai satu state u akan rasa takde yang hensem. Nak orang malaysia jugak!

Entah lah i just rasa yang orang malaysia still lagi mengancam okay compare dengan all these hot guys dekat sini. ada lah satu dua yang macam best nak layan /cuci mata tapi seriously kalau tengok hari-hari rasa sama je. lagipun all these hot guys kat sini kan sentiasa look good. And sangat up to date, takda (ada actually tapi tak best) yang biasa-biasa/simple je, semua ada style sendiri. Kadang-kadang messy/ordinary pun okay what! I tak suka over sangat. Blame my genetics. Hee

Okay cukuplah hari ni blogging without arah tujuan hee macam shopping jugak, tak da nak beli apa pun tapi still duit i habis. especially time period macam ni, memang macam gila. tak plan nak bli handbag tapi dapat 2 handbags oh my sekarang i'm broke! Mama, can u lend me some money? wuu

Till then,
 ♀ shopping