Off white coat and happiness

Belum tentu jadi doktor boleh bagi kebahagiaan. Yang orang nampak macam cool je bila pakai baju putih ni, dengan stetoskop gantung kat leher. Tapi, dia tak tahu, sengsaranya bila kena iron tiap2 minggu, ni yang lengan pendek, kalau lengan panjang meleret2 sumpah panas gila. ER pulak tak ada aircond, haa berlemuih la.

Pakai white coat jalan dengan bangga..Not.. Gantung stetoskop kat leher. Padahal lepas setengah jam leher lenguh sebab stetoskop berat. Kalau oncall, habis bangga pakai scrub. Memang scrub paling selesa kalau suruh I pilih antara white coat dengan scrub.

Oh actually nak tayang snelli (whitecoat) baru hiks.

Xoxo

Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

Cardio o o

Im done with cardio clinic rotation, being posted at National Heart Center Harapan Kita. Fun, great experiences but very tiring. Its finally saturday, lets stuffed our stomach, and spoiled our hearts

Menggila time oncall. Hehe.

Fun weekend everyone


XOXO.

Mental retarded.

I'm enjoying my psychiatry rotation sampai lupa post apa pun kat sini. boleh?

hhihi

Amost a week over I posting at poly psychiatry, pernah one time I kena bagi some sort of penyuluhan/counseling untuk patient dalam ward psychiatry. Bayangkanlah nak attention dorang punya lah susah. Siap kena buat slide bling-bling bagai. Fuh semangat. Dah tu ada yang tidur-tidur lagi. Sabo jelah haku.

Pernah sekali I dengan kawan-kawan duduk-duduk kat tengah ward tu  baca status patient, ada satu pakcik ni sebelum ni sumpah dia tak pernah buat pape, duduk diam je. Tiba-tiba bangun, muka geram je, mata tersembui nak pukul kepala I. Apa lagi cabuuuuuuuttt ahh. I lari lajuuu, pegi kat nurse tu. Nasibb ward tak besar sangat. Sempat lah jugak kadi adegan hindustan dalam ward tu.  Hahahaha

Now, rotation psychiatry dah nak habis. Umm. Been thinking should I sambung specialist dalam this field ek? But I'm more intrested in paeds psych. Mental retarded child, they're so cute. Sampai pernah sekali I berangan nak anak down syndrom, nauzubillah jauhkan ya Allah. Tapi I really love to help them. Doakan ye, that my dream tercapai :)

Xoxo

Dr S, terima kasih.

Semalam I exam patient, pagi2 datang kelas, secretary suruh cabut undi tengok dapat specialist baik ke jahat garang. I cabut, baca bismillahirrahmanirrahim sambil tarik nafas dalam-dalam. Bukak-bukak gulungan kertas tengok nama Dr. S. specialist mata. Okay fine. I senyum. Mungkin Tuhan nak uji, dan Dr. S setimpal dengan kekuatan mental I. Redha.

So, jalan pelan-pelan pegi polyclinic, dept mata. Jalan ambil senyum, walaupun tangan vibrate tak henti sebab takut. Dalam hati tuhan yang tahu, rasa macam nak tercabut arteri dorsalis pedis. Fine, jalan lagi pelan2, sambil baca doa qunut eh bukan, sambil baca doa bagi semuanya dimudahkan, sambil mulut senyum. Ingat, senjata terakhir adalah senyum. Sampai clinic, jam 9. Jam 940 Dr S panggil,

Dr S: Siapa yang ujian sama saya?

I: Saya doc.

Dr S: Kamu ujiannya jam 11.

I: Tp patient nya belum ada doc. Doctornya belum pada datang.

Dr S: Itu bukan urusan saya.

I: Err...(terdiam)

Danngg!!

Terkebil-kebil I tengok by sitter, Dr. V, mintak simpati. Tak jalan.

Pukul 10 baru I dapat patient, dan periksa visus tu bukan la senang. I rasa macam nak menangis dah.

I tak tau apa I tulis atas kertas report tu. Hati tak tenang.

Yang I tahu, dari gossip, Dr S memang garang. Takut sangat. Pertama kali  dalam hidup I rasa nak menangis taknak jawab exam.

Takpe, sabar shikin Tuhan takkan uji hambaNya melebihi dari kemampuan sendiri.

I bangun pagi tadi baca blackberry messenger ada yang pm

MMR: Shikin, tadi aku ketemu Dr V, by sit kamu. Katanya kamu lulus.

I: Oh ya?? Alhamdulillah. Makasih MMR

MMR: sama2 :)

Alhamdulillah.
Syukur.
Terima kasih Tuhan :)

Muka happy sebelum cabut undi.
Ps: By sit/by sitter: baby sitter, doctor yang tengah belajar specialist, pendamping I masa exam patient.

Till then,
xoxo

48 pun okay

i miscalculate it, should be 41 not 48. hukhuk

For u MJ.

but i love Jo Kwon more hikhik
jkjkjk..

saja poyo.
ok bye!

xoxo

Hello, I'm co-ass shikin will be incharge today.

Hye hye hye

So, hari ni officialy start lah my clinical years, first department, anesthesiology. Awesome, awesome! sebab boleh shock orang yg unresponsive dengan defibrilation machine tu. I terasa macho walaupun hari-hari pergi sekolah tak pakai gincu.

Jakun me wearing my new anesthesiology dept co-assistant's uniform. kena pakai whenever jaga operation room, and icu. well, uniform adalah ihsan dept anestesi RSCM, after 3weeks kena pulangkan balik (-.-")

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you probably will see me in this pose with defibrillator in my hands ironing my patient's chest.

macho? i know :p

Okay lah i nak tengok jo kwon kejap. well, happy 1st anni adam couple! u know we love you.

xoxo

Mama, I wanna get married too

hey, hye. its been a while eh?

apa khabar orang kampung? eceh suddenly la pulak kan. lama gila lah tak merepek kat sini. mana i pergi 2bulan senyap je? hee one month spend it wisely at home since i tak balik raya kan. sob sob. tapi i beraya sakan jugak weh. first raya i beraya at embassy, second day, to malls, tengok movie, makan sampai muntah, third day raya to rumah officer jpa and my seniors. 4th day raya I'M IN LOVE. hehehe

L-R: me, anah, ati, zaza, raya pertama, di tengah jalan , depan embassy, semua punbudget hebat berdiri tengah jalan dan ambil gambar.

Missing in photo: Kim2 ;(

no, no bukan in love dengan matjul sebab yg tu dah slalu sangat :P hee. butt his time dengan 2am jo kwon. hardly believe my self, im into korean guys especially  those entertainers yang pakai makeup, iron rambut, pakai face mask. eugh, shikin is getting menggelikan!!! geli tak? geli kan? kan? but seriousy korang kena tengok we got married 2, jo kwon and gain. im in love, in love, in love. aaa tension dengn diri sendiri. korang pernah rasa tak? tak pernah? okay fine, apa kata ganti gain with me, mesti korang rasa apa yg i rasa skarang haha apa aku merepak nih. whush.

basically, they got married virtually, on tv show, reality show gtu. so, they are given missions to complete, and rumah, and macm2 lagi lah, untuk make it real as newlywed couple. to be honest, im the type yang hardly gelak when im watching movies or anything vitrtually, tapi this guy jo kwon is really something. memang tak hensem, tapi cute especially bila dia ikat rambut urgh. am i saying this too loud? omg sikinnn, kau ni kenapa haaa? but jo kwon, he's damnn funnyyyyy!! heee

L-R: jo kwon and gain in bali.

okay enough on that. last month ive completed foundation for clinical practice module so this monday i start first rotation, mula2 posting kat dept anesthesiology. kalau free datang lah melawat. jangan lupa bawak lemang, rendang, ketupat, kuah kacang hehe. so today baru ja dapat nametag untuk pakai kat hosp nanti, agak annoying sebab i senget dalam pic dekat nametag tu. senget gilaa, aaaa. tu lah kat sini memang tau, kalau kat malaysia kan bila amik pic passport they will put the camera on tripod stand so takde la tremor kan, tapi kat sini, they just capt it with barehands as tripod. jimat cost, pandai! kan gambar aku dah senget. haih.

grrr senget kan? kan? kan?

So, 

RSCM: rumah sakit cipto mangunkusumo

PPDU: prgram pendidikan dokter umum

FKUI: fakultas kedokteran universitas indonesia

Nur Ashikin: ME! ME! ME!

hospital is my new school now. yay! 

orang kampung sekalian doakan kejayaan daku ye, 2tahun lagi, then selesai. hopefully, amin!

Ps: banyak benda jadi tpi i malas nak type. nak tengok jo kwon again and tido. bye 

Pps: Jo Kwon i like you ;)

goodnight everyone,

xoxo.

Bye bye VelmOSCE

Have I told you I've done my OSCE? 

Yeah I did it!

It was yesterday. Remmember? Okay, fine OSCE  stands for objective structural clinical exam which I baru tahu semalam 30mins before masuk exam room. No, bukan sejenis cupcakes maupun bolu makcik depan cafe tapi OSCE adalah exam yang akan test ur clinical skill pasang catheter, physical examination, baca ECG, and abit clinical-theory. Oh yea, exam adalah secara oral, u perform the skill in front of the examiner (the vampire doctor), then the vampire doctor will give u marks. Seronok jadi med student ni.

Okay fine, tak nak cerita pasal the vampire slayer, boring. So semalam habis exam, I went to Rudy Hadisuwarno salon nearby, did the hairmasking and cut my hair. After a year smoothied my hair, nowI realized, I tak la suka sangat rambut straight macam tali rapia, I mean if its natural then its okay, tapi  I would NEVER EVER straighten my hair again, unless later in life I ada banyak masa nak pergi buat treatment. Sebab lama2 nanti bila grow longer dia jd mcm fragile gila ah. Ikat je jd bengkok. Buruk gila. hah menci aku.

Hah geli tak? hahaha 

Enough said.

So, I called mama yesterday. 

Me: mama, Ive layered my hair.

Mama: Haa? Kenapa layered? dulu dah elok straight, pendek sesuai muka. Ni layered nanti nak ikat depan keluar, rambut kembang, rambut rosak, bukannye elok bla bla blaaaa.....can't remember the bla bla bla part.

Me: maa, ive done it lahh (-.-")

Kesimpulannya, let mama figure out herself on ur hairstyle/color/texture. Bye.

Ps, minggu depan, at this time, ill be very very busy packing. hoho Malaysia finally Im going to get you :)

I hate maths I love hot guys 2

I got a nerd boyfriend, he teaches me how to tengok my result in school back then hahahah.
MJ i admit i tak boleh kalah kan ur result.
Menci menci.

Seee, I told youu. hahahahaha
And the pengajian am tu tipu, i think it was other subject tapi i lupa. oh ini bukan trial okay, my trial was better takde G cehhh.

Oh ada better version (plus my trial result skali) of this entry at MJ' blog. Click sini

Ps, people change in time. So failure teaches me to be a better person, but failure to thrive wont help at all. Eat healthily people.

Till then
♥ ,

Wishlist pompuan typical

Have i told you i will be landed in Singapore on the 9th january at 11pm?

hahahahahahahaha Singapore je kot?

Okay sebenarnya frustrated sangat dengan exam last wed. everytime jawab exam pun nak frustrated kan, typical betul. Eh tapi this time memang frust sebab exam susah, then dah bli flight ticket pulak, part paling stress date balik excluding remedial  (repeat exam bagi yang tak pass) weeks. Thats why tension. But cannot tension sebab dah berazam this third year taknak sangkut on any papers *doublewoot*!

Since i will be in Malaysia this coming january kan ada several things yang i nak buat (must do) so ive put it in a list

1. Jumpa my family on the 12th, since i turn 22 on that day and must say dat on that day jugak i might be heading to ipoh from johor, i kan turun at singapore, remember?
2. Sesi menternak lemak tepu for the whole weekdays, then nak jumpa my mj on the next weekend. mama dah janji nak masak asam pedas and rendang when i get back. Whoaaa. hungryy!
3. On weekdays i thought nak ikut mama pergi kerja.
   
4. Weekend kan ada 2 hari, so on the weekdays i thought nak pergi beronggeng dengan aaina since she went back from makassar for hols too. Apa benda cakap pasal weekend melalut sampai weekdays. hmpph
   
5. Weekend nak jumpa wana, nena, ayu, u guys kena balik ipoh jugak tak kiraaa. hahahaha. since lowed pun dah janji nak balik every weekend nak meronggeng with me kan.ahahaha.
6. Every weekend nak pergi dating, since mj kerja on the weekdays
7. Get myself a blackberry kalau duit JPA masuk cepat, then balik jakarta puasa 3bulan. cool!

Speaking of weekend, berapa weekend yang i ada?? Wooooo T_T

Oh have i told you my mama worked dengan NGO? err tak tahu lah position apa,  i think penyelia kot. but she handle this small school of OKU called Pusat Pemulihan Dalam Komuniti. Ive been there, tak selalu tapi pernah la ikut mama pergi majlis buka puasa and jamuan hari raya, and i rasa enjoy layan those kids. They are innocent, decent and funny, but sometimes boleh buat my mama punya BP naik jugak haish. But I think maybe nanti i nak amik specialist in pediatrics tapi belum tahu nak major in apa. Duh, degree medicine pun tunggang terbalik lagi dah berangan nak amik specialist, ceh.

I nak pergi sambung buat ass-ignment. Actually tak start pun lagi. Pfft.

Mama's students performing bunyi gitar by P. Ramlee. Theyre cute kan??

Standing 2nd from right sebaya i kalau tak salah. Tee-hee

Ps, i think down syndrome kids are extremely cute. Don't you?
♥,

Besar Epal pun ok.

I wish for a Cup of J cool yogurt right in front of me now!

But i taknak topping macam dalam gambar ni,

I want with longans, strawberry, and melon mochi and almonds.

Refreshment sikit, as i feel sangat mengantuk!

Dang!

Cerita about the donuts kan,i prefer donuts from J.co compare to Dunkin Donuts sebab DD always like tertumpah gula inside the donut-making machine sampai semua orang yang makan  pun boleh dapat badan macam donuts jugak, tak tipu weh, hyperglycemia sungguh. kalau dekat sini, J.Co donuts and coffee are everywhere in Jakarta, but in Malaysia only at Pavillion, Sunway Pyramid, JB City Square, Queensbay Mall Penang and Giant Kota Damansara. Oh susahnya. Well any J.co officers, if you read my blog then tolonglah, buka satu J.Co dekat Ipoh. Speaking of Ipoh,ada satu donuts store pun gila sebijik macam J.co jugak just takde yogurt ja (Big Apple) ada satu dekat Kinta City Ipoh. So, when I'm on hols and teringin gila nak makan donuts, I'll lari (ran) to JJ and have some Big Apple's donuts. Big apple pun big apple lahh.

PS, Taking my evening nap. I need refreshments! Auw!

♥,

Modul Cepat-Kahwin

Ada tak i cerita dekat u guys yang sekarang ni i tengah modul reproduction? Reproduction tahu kan? briefly repro organs ada 2 function.

• Recreation - untuk seronok-seronok. alah macam Padang Polo dekat ipoh tu. mudemudi datang berenang, eh beromen.
  
• Reproduction - untuk hasilkan anak. pada yang mampu and mahu. kalau tak mahu, anggap macam Padang Polo sudah.
  

OK. cukuplah introduction tu sebelum i masuk semua material kuliah kat sini.mana tahu nanti ada yang geli geli lepastu konon-konon takut tapi dalam hati nak try pulak. eh dosa kalau tak nikah dulu. Eh kejap, repro organs tahu kan? Err buat buat tahu je lah ye.

First week of modul repro, semua orang pun sibuk nak cerita pasal anatomy (body parts) dengan histology (cell structure) sebabnya on 2nd week dah exam lab. Jadi sepanjang jalan ke campus, ke malls, ke rumah, beli makan malam, makan tengahari, semua housemates pun sibuk cerita pasal penis-vagina-penis-penis-vagina-ovum-sperm-penis. eh over pulak. ofcourse untuk tujuan belajar, kami bukan sex maniac *cough*. pernah masa dalam perjalanan pergi mangga dua, i dengan housemates naik cab. Lupa yang driver cab tu sorang aja male, jadi dengan suka hati nya semua pompuan-budget-rajin ni cakap pasal repro organs. sedar-sedar, pipi driver dah merah-merah-jambu. Auww.

Itu belum lagi cerita tentang classmate clinical skills i. Orang sini, nama Festus, tapi terlampau excited belajar physiology repro (mechanism of erection, position time coitus, macam mana nak dapat anak lelaki?rahsia. haha) sampai mulut tak henti-henti sebut coitus (having sex). sampaikan nak sebut dr. Festus pun jadi dr. Coitus. Ok fine. hmmph.

And today, i pergi practicum pharmacy, belajar contraception (pencegah kehamilan), bukan setakat pill, tapi condom pun ada. Then budak budak jakun nih pun excited lah, siap isi condom tu dengan air then jaga gila condom masing-masing tak bagi orang letupkan, wtf. Lepas tu ada satu ring ni boleh vibrate-vibrate gila power. ring tu nanti u pasang dekat radix (pangkal) penis. lepas tu tengok la vibrate dia bukan main lagi. haha. cool kan modul ni? jealous tak? haha. on my age of 21, i dah pegang condom and vibrator tu. Achievement OK. Gila poyo, padahal ada lagi yang muda dari i dah pegang condom. Eh tapi, paling best, dekat kotak vibrator ring tu kan ada tulis: Side effect-Hypersensation. Hahahaha. Tu syurga kot, bukan side effect. Hahaha

Hah ni la yang main tadi. beli condom sekali dengan vibrator ring. earthquake siot. haha tadi ada condom color purple-yellow. cantek. ada jugak yang came with warming sensation. jangan tanya i untuk apa. i budak lagi.
i baru tahu with rp5000, boleh bli one box of condom (ada 3 inside). rp5000=rm2. murah betul (-.-")

Part paling tak best modul ni bila i tahu masa repro perempuan memang tak panjang dari umur 20-35. lebih dari tu? Pikirlah sendiri. eh tak tak. lebih dari tu banyak risk yang boleh bahayakan anak and ibu. Setahun i dah bazir. I plan dengan Mj nak kahwin bila dah habis housemanship

Umur sekarang: 21
Umur time graduate: 24
Umur time habis housemanship: 24+2=26
Masa yang tinggal untuk hasilkan satu team bola (masa repro):
35-26= 9tahun

Having baby every year pun tak bagus. i mestilah nak ada gap. Lets say i nak gap3 tahun for every child.
9/3= 3 : means 3 anak aje yang i sempat buat.
macam mana nak cukupkan satu team bola beracun?

Even doctor yang ajar i bayi tabung (in-vitro fertilization-IVF) tadi advice. Belajar-belajar jugak, tapi nikah tu penting, nanti tak sempat padan muka. haa. nanti kena pergi buat IVF baby. Eh tak. tipu je.

So. Mj jom kawen?

Ps, i baru balik teman dini lestari shopping kado (present) for her aunt, she's an indonesian. but very nice though. so i rasa empat ni tak la teruk sangat. kot?
Ps 2, besok i nak pergi Grand Indonesia, Plaza Indonesia and EX mall. i hope all those malls tak indah khabar dari rupa.
Ps 3, mr boyfie dah tengok 2012. my turn tomorrow. kenapa? sebab dekat sini release on the 13th. ok i hate here. But dini doesnt count, hahaha. i lap u dini.
Ps 4, i ada 2 ketui jco donuts. tp i dah makan nasi padang tadi. Somebody boleh tolong habis kan jco ni tak?

So long and goodnight♥

Moga Lo Bisa Ampunin Gwe

My dear becoming patient,

Im sorry. I penah berangan sekali ja nak jadi doctor, itu pun masa baru baru belajar pakai ear rings dulu. i ni penggeli, tengok darah, tengok wounds, injuries, even tengok kucing pun i geli, wtf. i tak tipu, tapi bila offer datang, and my daddy said takpe nanti lama lama biasa lah tu tengok darah. Then i tought why not give it a try. Since nanti kerja pun senang dapat, with others pertimbangan (including nak title Dr in the age of 20-poyo-poyo), i accept this offer. Here i am in my 3rd year of preclinical degree in medicine. Masa mula-mula nak masuk lab anatomy (modul neurosc when i was in first year), i gila cuak, peluh peluh habis basah dahi pipi, rasa macam peluh dah keluar tapi masuk balik mata-hidung-mulut-semua rongga yang mungkin and masa tu rasa macam nak lari balik malaysia on the spot. Tapi sekarang dah biasa kot? Eh memang dah biasa dengan cadaver (mayat kecut). tapi dengan cadaver lah. I tak dapat bayangkan nanti masuk department forensic macam mana (kat sini wajib amik forensic kalau nak lulus jadi cikgu, eh silap doctor). Tapi takpe lah. Untuk bakal patients i sanggup nangis-nangis takut depan fresh cadaver demi untuk graduate and then balik malaysia untuk treat you guys. I janji. Iwill try my best and be a good doctor with all my capabilities sebab i percaya, Allah sent me here for a reason, maybe i dont know now, but soon who knows?

InsyaAllah

From the heart of mine.

Yours truly

♥

Sini lah mana lagi. (*&hb76&^)

Location: Jakarta

I nak jadi jumper boleh tak?

So that hari hari after school i boleh balik rumah. I wish.

Case 1

anda tengah jalan tepi jalan raya yang busy nak tahan cab dengan housemates tiba-tiba macam dengar ada suara "Assalamualaikuuummmm (bunyi suara macam lelaki miang)... kok bajunya kayak mau ke pantai??" SHOCK!! Yess, dia sedang bercakap dengan I, seorang pakcik yang entah datang dari mana, berambut panjang mungkin juga kurang pekerjaan, sedang cuba memberitahu orang sekeliling yang i tengah pakai short sleeve and tudung. Yesss, short sleeve and tudung bukannya nightgown atau boxer tapi short sleeve, jeans dan tudung. Terasa macam sedang bersiar siar tepi beach dengan two-piece transparent bikini. Glam you glam.

Okay fine. i memang buat salah pakai short sleeve dan tudung but come on lah, tak perlu lah nak jerit bagi satu jakarta ni tahu. and another thing, after we all dah dapat cab kan, then suddenly the same pakcik stop the cab and ask the driver some money because the cab stop at his territory (konon nya his territory lah sebab dia yang jaga). Annoying kan? kan?

Case 2

"NORANATIIII!!", Ati raised her hand, while the doctor look at her wierdly. "Kamu dari negri jiran ya?" one lecture hall laughing. (i feel like cursing the doctor urghh! nasib baik just ada around 30ppl je around. if lebih memang seminggu i buat dosa ceh). then dia sambung lagi "Ntar kamu hati hati, jangan ke Megaria, sana banyak orang gila!!". Heh. Geram kenapa?sebab instead of saying JIRAN, why dont u just sebut MALAYSIA. i came from a nice country with a very cool name. susah ke nak sebut elok-elok?? Huh. Okay second, walaupun mula mula macam annoying, he was nice somehow, nak tahu kenapa tak boleh pergi Megaria (cinema)?? sebab megaria tu located betul-betul belakang Jalan Diponegoro. Ala you ni, tempat sweep muweep malaysian tu lah.

Kadang-kadang love at first sight memang tak boleh pakai. Eh apa kaitan dengan love? Bukan, i mean first impression kadang-kadang tak betul jugak. nampak aje macam jahat tapi baik kot? aha ye la kot. tapi memang betul tau, mostly orang sini dress up bukan main lagi pelik pelik tapi banyak jugak yang hati baik. so its not good to judge people. No shikin no no. Not good

Ok lah sleepyhead dah cari her superman cushion ni. night night peeps.

Ps, Last weekend i masak ketupat and kuah kacang instant tauu. sedappp. and now i rindu ipoh, and mama. sangat sangat. T_T

Ps 2, I just went back from 4 hours karoke-trip at Inul Vizta, Sarinah Thamrin and got the highest score of the day-sang Helena from MCR-got 99%. well MJ, hari ni i jadi rockstar!!

Ps 3, went out for a movie too after the karaoke session-The Ugly Truth, its funny and cute :p

Regards♥♫♪♪♫

Helo encik-encik dari jabatan kementerian!

Intro: Dato Sri Ismail Sabri Yaacob dan bakal menantunya

Nanti. jangan jealous dulu. this is dato sri with me at natrabu restaurant which serve nasi padang that didnt fit my taste bud but actually ok ok la not really like it anyway. This dinner was actually held by the minister to meet leaders of students which represent all of us who study here in Jakarta. so i met the minister from kementerian perdagangan dalam negeri dan hal ehwal pengguna. he is very friendly and funny too. one shocking fact is dato sri actually the father of DAFI AF n demm your son sangat cute dato. sangat cute ok! *ya yaa ghadaffi yang masuk AF tu.suare die tak de la sedap sangat kan? *. anyway i adore ur genes dato hahaha.

this part paling kelakar kot? haha boleh pulak kat natrabu tu ade macam huge pelamin n buat package kahwin which u will get gratis *free* the place for your wedding day only ofcourse, live music & dance perfomance, gile banyak free gift ni yang rase macam nak kawin esok jugak. jom mj jom. *u can see quarter of kak hana n her hair, sory kak hana i malas nak crop. duh!*

thi is the pelamin that i mention before, huge kan? siap ade sit kiri kanan lagi for the parents from both pengantin bersanding skali.but my cam punye lens tak muat nak capt the whole stage coz its too huge. heh

Ps, Dafi's daddy. later i add u at facebook eh? dont worry :)

♥

Malam Sanggar Mustika 2009

Me: one of the AJK for the night

Yes yes

Finally its over

Me directing a short performance in a week

That was tiring but totally fun!!

With exams coming 

Somehow

The show was a blessed

Thank God it goes well

Thanks to u guys my housemates, seniors n others who hv lend us ur stuffs

This was the best

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♥Malaysian students for University of Indonesia at Malam Sanggar Mustika 09♥

 

Malam Sanggar Mustika: An Event by Kelab UMNO Jakarta-Persatuan Kebangsaan Pelajar Malaysia di Indonesia

Ps, bukan main suke lagi mr omel malam tu yee? haha

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kan dah menyesal?

tak tahu nak tulis ape

ngantuk but tak nak tido

its not like tak boleh tido

okay

*blur*

nak balik cuti July

tapi tah ade cuti ke tak eh?

bongok la ini school

med school kat sini aje yang bengong

kat tempat lain ok je kot

eh ok ke?

tak tahuu

maraaah niii!

nape kau masuk med school kat indon haaa sikinnnnn?

sobssobss

saye rindu minah kecoh ini sangat-sangat

Ps, ayah cepat sembuh ok?

i love u

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untuk mama saye

mama.
ini schedule exam saye for this week *in case mama baca my blog kan XP*

Monday: Lab Anatomy

Tuesday: Lab Histology, Microbiology, Pathology Anatomy

Wednesday: Microbiology Lab II *colouring contest wee*

Thursday: BCS class (Airway Obstruction)

Friday: Summative II-Respiration

mamaaa. saye nak exam ni. macam biase nak mintak restu lah kan hehe.doakan saye ek! exam this time, saye tak nak repeat paper kalau boleh*this year baru repeat sekali je ok*! sebab saye malas nak study twice. dah lame tak balik rumah ni. saye rindu mama ayah. july ni saye balik tau. dah tak sabar sangat dah ni. anah balik terengganu this friday. jealous gile! tp takpe memandang kan JPA dah masuk duit ,takdelah jealous sangat hehe*bleh shopping yippiee*. OH! saye rindu adik-adik jugak. jangan lupa suruh oni belajar rajin-rajin eh PMR tak lame lagi. ashrin tu jangan seronok sangat dengan gym sampai homework tak siap. nanti saye balik mama amik eh. kalau tak jadi pergi singapore mama amik kat airport ye macam tahun-tahun lepas. wah tak sabarnye. nak jumpe atuk, bet, mamanor, maklang, baby, intan, pakngah and sume-sume lah. rindu betul nak pergi pasar malam depan rumah atuk tu. okay la ma, saye nak study ni. banyak lagi nak kena cover. mama and ayah jangan lupe doa ek. mama and ayah jaga diri jugak tau. kurang kan sikit makan yang masin-masin. jangan lupe saye kat sini eh. doakan supaye saye jadi doctor yang baik ok? Bye!

Ps, must grab the handbag-dah aim sejak last month ni wootwoot

love u mama ♥

i think i had

i think i have MIGRAIN

T_T

the hell-headache really makes me sick

i cant do things right

i cant speak too much

i cant even hear any sounds

and my eyes get really sensitive to the lights

it hurts

well..

med school really gave me everything

from people's sickness

to my own MIGRAIN

'lucky' me

got respiration-finals next week.

wish me luck

Ps, i was just awake from the hell-headache that have made me going home earlier then i should from the KUJ-Badminton tournament.

not happy though

*sigh*

i love u MJ

*xoxo*

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Mat Jul n the cardio result

OMG.

its been so long time since i wrote the previous post.

yaa ive been so damn !@#$%&*^%%$ busy ohh~

yes! yes!

thanks for the cardiovascular modul which have made me enjoying my hols as the gloomiest ones among all.

*sigh*

BUT.. the best part in this end-of-modul hols is my sayang dah ade internet excess

*yippiee*

hehe that makes me feeling like floating in the air. my credits always finish unexpectedly & sometimes dah midnight baru noticed that credits habes already. now nothing to worry. if no credits then inernet excess kan ade ;D

so now were like online 24-7 & non-stop webcaming each other. even nak tdo pun on webcam XD

*big grinnn*

this is our pet sleeping together in Pet Society

*How sweet ♥*

Oh!
sambung about my cardio result

*omg*
memang teruk abes dis result. just thought of having a none-repeatable exams year but unfortunately there goes the dreams n hopes for my 2nd year of being med student.

sabar aje la kann

:'(