Moga Lo Bisa Ampunin Gwe

My dear becoming patient,

Im sorry. I penah berangan sekali ja nak jadi doctor, itu pun masa baru baru belajar pakai ear rings dulu. i ni penggeli, tengok darah, tengok wounds, injuries, even tengok kucing pun i geli, wtf. i tak tipu, tapi bila offer datang, and my daddy said takpe nanti lama lama biasa lah tu tengok darah. Then i tought why not give it a try. Since nanti kerja pun senang dapat, with others pertimbangan (including nak title Dr in the age of 20-poyo-poyo), i accept this offer. Here i am in my 3rd year of preclinical degree in medicine. Masa mula-mula nak masuk lab anatomy (modul neurosc when i was in first year), i gila cuak, peluh peluh habis basah dahi pipi, rasa macam peluh dah keluar tapi masuk balik mata-hidung-mulut-semua rongga yang mungkin and masa tu rasa macam nak lari balik malaysia on the spot. Tapi sekarang dah biasa kot? Eh memang dah biasa dengan cadaver (mayat kecut). tapi dengan cadaver lah. I tak dapat bayangkan nanti masuk department forensic macam mana (kat sini wajib amik forensic kalau nak lulus jadi cikgu, eh silap doctor). Tapi takpe lah. Untuk bakal patients i sanggup nangis-nangis takut depan fresh cadaver demi untuk graduate and then balik malaysia untuk treat you guys. I janji. Iwill try my best and be a good doctor with all my capabilities sebab i percaya, Allah sent me here for a reason, maybe i dont know now, but soon who knows?

InsyaAllah

From the heart of mine.

Yours truly

♥