My Blurday

So semalam i penat gila taktau apa pasai, terus tertido dengan mangkuk maggi tak basuh ee jorok. Okay hari tu in Malaysia my mama dah celebrate becoming birthday party kan. So tah lah ape kena dah mindset agaknya birthday dah lepas so I  takde lah ape2 feeling pon. At 1130pm Malaysia, I tido dengan machonya atas katil. Even mj siap tipu2 I konon2 tak de credit nnt nak kejut padahal I tau dah dia saje2 je buat2 macam takde credit, nak tengok haku ngamok wish bday through bbm je? haa buat lah.

Okay so mimpi apa tah. I terbangun at 130 malaysia, mj called, wish bday, and I was like "uh, yea, yea ngntuk la nak tido" hahaha. then end call, aneh tengok handpon kedip2, banyak notifications fb sampai 33, lepastu twitter ada 2. So dah memang habit memang akan bukak twitter dulu. Sebab taktau nak response apa kat notif fb menggunung, okay fine, tido lah balik nanti bangun baru fikir hahahaha. Nicee. 

And now at 4am I terjaga again, hehe mj called lagi. Yay its my birthday. haha brapa kali nak wish tah. So thanks for all the wishes. I wanna grow old with you girlfriends.

These blurday wishess made me commit suicide. Sob sob.

"ehhhhhhh kt malaysia jam ak da 12/01 ok! jam org lain ak xkire la hihihi ak doakan ko bahgia ng mj smpai akhir hayat. ak nk touching2 ni HAHAHA tp ak penuhkan wall ko mlm ni. ak nk ym tp xleh bukak. ak nk ko taw yg ak syg ko sgt2. ak rindu nk bebel ng ko ok. td lepas rindu ng ayu. kebas bibir ak bebel ng minah tu. i wish u were there too. ng diana nane wana ifa nujui amad. bile korg jauh ak cm da lupe nk have fun. rindu gile old days! rindu gile nk gosip ng ko bfo tido cm skolah dulu. rindu gile nk tggu ko melalak kt bwk blok pekik ak suh cepat g assembly. rindu gile nk stay up mlm2 tp begosip. rindu gile nk tarik rambut ko. rindu gile nk tumbuk2 ko. rindu gile nk wt sume bnde ng ko T_T ak nanges ni taw" -Nena

"its been 10 years now weii. dah 10 tahun kenal ko. bergadoh dah, bersayang sayang pon dah. haha. i enjoy every moment. kite membesar depan mate masing2. kan kan? in fact i think we raised each other. ak sayang ko and i love our friendship very much. happy birthday my dearie ashikin. may our friendship last for another 100 years. may ur life filled with all the happiness and joy.semoga lepas grad dapat keje cepat2 and open ur own clinic so i can get treatment for free. hahaha. love you babe. have a wonderful birthday :) ill buy you the cheesecake from the other day when you're back in msia okay. ill ask my mom to cook something also macam haritu. muaxxxxx. take care cken geds! haha"-Ayuni

"happy birthday my dear! love u always~ xoxoxo" -MJ

Thanks guys. For being there, almost half of my lifespan? Haha, even my mama belum wish, mesti dia sama like me jugak, hari tu dah celebrate, but this time I tak kisah maybe sebab hari tu dah celebrate berapa kali nak ulang pun taktau. So lesson to me, lain kali jangan tergedik2 nak celeb awal2, kan dah takde feeling on the actual date (-.-")

till then
xoxo