Hello Dato' Sri.

Selalu tengok dalam tv macam besar je DS ni. Umm. Tv kau tipu. She's a bright beautiful lady. Glad meeting you DS.

Toodles!
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The little things she needs

New family added to my shoe rack :) :) happy creature I am! I love jakarta!


Ps, yes I'm a flats addict.
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4years and counting.

Dah 4 tahun I duduk kat sini (indo). Next year balik. Tak sabar.

Fine, bukan nak cakap tu sebenarnya.
Just nak let go what my heart feels.
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Nak cakap,
Up to u. Goodluck.
Live well.

Bye.
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Me in their heels.

When it comes to expressing my feelings, I'm really a bad ass. Even I dah ada bf for 4years, its hard for me to say that 3 words in front of him. Even when I'm missing him, I won't tell. Infact, ill scare him away by merajuk/marah him for not being around. I'm suck kan?

Tapi, bila I period. Bukan men lagi bagitau satu dunia I rindu mj. Haih tak malu2. Kadang2 tu mj pun pelik. Kenapa ngan minah ni lembik semacam. Hahaha tapi kalau mj salah sikit je, siap la kau. Dia yg nangis kena marah haha.

Okay toksah dok gedik sangat cken.

The hard thing is when u don't know to express you feelings, ppl around you tak tau what is actually in ur heart. I memang fail part ni. I memang tanya what happen to them (frens yg sakit) but then I won't ask things like : "dah makan ubat ke? Sakit cmne? Dah makan dh? Rase ape hari ni? Nak pg klinik ke?" Infact I akan jawab: "Oh ok2. Pegi lah rest."

Urgh. I'm annoying kan? Actually I'm trying to put my self into their shoe. Bila I sakit I mestilah tanak orang ganggu kan? Hmmph. Hakikatnya tak semua orang macam tu. For me caring is when, u sign attendance untuk ur fren but for others its u both absence together. Ni contoh je ok, I tak mcm ni ye.

Harder part is bila org2 surrounding yang tak biasa dgn I yg aneh ni, mesti lah dorang rasa tak comfort kan. Ye la kalau you kawan I, you gastric n I jawab "oh ok2, makan la ubat". Tak ke rasa nak penampor je muke comel (NOT) ni?

Hardest part is bila ppl yang surrounding you tu rasa macam you tak care langsung about them! Haa tak ke parah tu. Its like instead of I tanya sendiri condition that particular person, I rather dengar dari orang lain, sebab for me I rasa mesti runsing orang tanya banyak2 kali kan. So baik tanya je kat orang yg dah tnya kawan yg sakit tu. So yg sakit tu takla runsing org tanya banyak2 kali. Haa paham tak? Hehe.

Kronik dah aku ni. Camne ek? 

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Can't help it either.

Glad that my panda eyes somehow bring cheers to someone's life.

I am sorry to be smiling every time you're near.
I am sorry my eyes twinkle whenever you're here.
I am sorry that cupid has made his hit.
I am sorry i love you, I can't help it

-mj

Xoxo
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On our big FOUR

Just nak you tau apa I rasa tiap hari ada you bila I bangun tidur, sebelum I tidur balik, time I round ward, time dalam kereta pegi hospital, penat balik hospital dengan kerja sekolah yang banyak, exam and stress besok ujian tapi malam ni kena oncall. Hmmph. thank you sebab ada dekat bbm dan skype dan whatsapp dan sepanjang masa I perlukan you.

3 march 2011, 448pm WIB
Tiba-tiba muncul idea nak buat ni. Umm. Semalam I tido start pukul 7, I pesan kat you nanti tolong kejut. Then you PING! I dari pukul 9WIB, you misscalled, you PING! lagi tapi I tak bangun-bangun. Sorry (T_T), I memang susah sikit nak bangun. Then pukul 1am WIB I terbangun, I BBM-ed you tapi tengok-tengok you dah tetidur. You cakap sbb I tak bangun-bangun, you tertidur. You cakap you nak teman I, terus you cuci muka kemas bilik sebab you cakap kalau semak-semak you tak boleh study. Lepas tu kita stay up berdua, I buat kerja, you study sambil skype until pukul 6pagi, padahal you ada kelas pukul 8. Thankyou sebab teman I. Hmmph. Sorry I banyak susah kan you. selalu suruh you kejut I padahal alarm handphone tak rosak pun. And you sealu tak cukup tido sebab nak teman I study, last-last kita berdua end up bergossip rang through skype (-.-"). Sorry I memang short attention span. Kesian you dapat awek macam I ni tsk. Emm enough untuk hari ni, esok petang I oncall maybe tak boleh update.

5 march 2011, 830am WIB
Hello I baru sampai rumah after an ambitious oncall semalam. Hehe thanks sebab teman I sampai tertidur. I think i tertidur at 430am and pagi tadi I bangun pukul 7am. Hehe penat banyak jugak patient admit ward malam td. I miss you. Hmmph geli tapi betul. So hari ni I nak buat assignment about smoking cessation and prevention. Esok/tonight nak buat portfolio pulak untuk exam isnin at 2pm. Oh ye I oncall esok malam starts at 7pm. Kamu teman lagi ye? Hehe. Oh ye hows your day dear?

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10 April 2011 12.59WIB

Belum terlambat kan nk wish you happy 4th anniversary my dear?  Hehehe dont ask me what happen  for the rest of the month hehe. Even 2 hari, tapi atleast i tried to make an every day note for you, and it lasted for two days. Hehe u know how busy am i kan kan? hehe me heart you. be my baby forever. 

HAPPY FOURTH ANNIVERSARY MJ

<3

What I like about us is us. And let us stays private forever.

Ps:  Err you know how bad I am when it comes to jiwang words, YES I GET GELI. 

This happens when u are far away with your girlfriends.

... Updating each other (NOT). Instead, updating other ppl's business. Hahahah.

Heart you girlfriends ♥

Ps, this might be the longest title I've ever done, I think so heheh.
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